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PRESENT TIME Milan APARTMENT Dallas,TX
"I know mommy baby is hungry I'm coming," I tested the milk temperature on the back of my hand and walked over to Kaomi room and there I saw a crying kaomi her cheeks and nose was flared up red and my heart swelled.
For the past few days she's been not napping every time it's nap time or when Milan leaves for work. I been trying to clean as much as I can because I know Milan is a whole clean freak and with a 8month old and a tired mom who doesn't get really to none sleep doesn't mix.
I scooped her up in my arms and sat down in the rocking chair in the corner that Milan hand built with Kaomi name at the top. I tried to feed Kaomi the bottle but she pressed her head again my chest.
I know she wants to be breasted but my milk supply have been getting low and I've been taking supplements but I just kind of accepted my milk supply is draining but the little bit that I had from my milk supply I mixed it in with the formula.
"Baby I'm sorry," i sighed she put her little hand on my chest patting my chest looking up at me. I wiped her nose and her eyes with the end of Milan hoodie that I had on. I unzipped the hoodie to let her lay on my chest and her cheeks pressed gently on my chest as I guide the bottle to her. She finally took the bottle and all she wanted was skin to skin with me from what I realized.
After a couple of minutes I slowly started falling asleep and my eyes had gotten heavy. Until I heard a slight cry and my eyes popped open and i realized the bottle was now on her chin.
I fixed the bottle and I rocked the chair. To be honest this rocking chair helping me go to sleep more than her. "My pretty girls, where are you my loves" I heard the door shut and Milan voice come right after.
I was too tired to get up especially since my eyes were half way closed. I felt Kaomi start kicking her legs still drinking from the bottle. I could hear Milan turn on the apartment playlist and "Self Control" by frank ocean came on.
I heard footsteps come to the room and I felt her take Kaomi from my arms and I felt being picked up from the rocking chair into Milan room. I finally shut my eyes letting sleep take over without a care in the world.
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