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𝑫𝑨𝑳𝑳𝑨𝑺,𝑻𝑿 𝑱𝒂𝒙𝒐𝒏 𝑯𝒐𝒎𝒆 𝑷𝒓𝒆𝒔𝒆𝒏𝒕 𝒕𝒊𝒎𝒆
I've been awake for a while now, my eyes just been closed and being in thought. I felt jax roll on my stomach and his hand rub up and down my thighs. My stomach immediately had gotten butterflies from the physical touch, his head was laying on my stomach and i was currently laying on my back with one of his warm hand I'm my shirt and one on my thigh.
I snapped out of my thoughts and open my eyes to see him staring at the side of my face. I ran my fingers through his curly hair, I need to braid his hair soon because I'm mainly the one to keep up with his hair. I have no problem with doing so.
"What are thinking about, baby?" I felt kissed on my stomach as he spoke, I shrugged not wanting to give him an idea that I wasn't okay because mentally I'm exhausted. I wouldn't say that people has been catching on which I thankful for but jax reads me like a books and I absolutely hate it.
"If you don't want to talk right now I get it but know I'm here when you're ready to talk, you want to go for a late drive to clear your mind?" He got up off of me and before he could fully get up I pulled him back down and stuck my face in his neck his body relaxed into mine.
"I just needed a hug, I'm sorry" My voice was so wobble as I spoke, Jaxon kept rubbing my thighs over the scars that was tattooed over. The first time jaxon saw them was when we was bout to have sex and I was afraid to tell him I didn't want to do anything and as quiet I was he caught on and I cried because i felt so awkward and didn't want to disappoint me but he gave me a bath and cuddles each other while I told him why I stopped.
He told me I didn't need to explain myself just because I didn't want something because my feelings are valid. He's the best things that could happen to me and I don't understand why I feel so down.
"It's okay,baby you know I'm here with open arms" i tapped his arms to signal to get up he got up and gave me and forehead kiss. He walked in the closet to give me one of his hoodies and gave me my sweatpants. He helped me put on the hoodie after telling him I could do it on my own but he kept helping me.
He knew I was on my cycle and he also know around this time I change out my pads. He grabbed me some new underwear to put the pad in them so it could sit right. God I love this man so much.
He left out the room to give me some privacy and he would be waiting for me. I slipped on the underwear he prepared for me and put the underwear I took off in the washer so it could get washed and washed my hands. I slipped on my pants and put the hood over my hand.
