Not gonna lieeee this book about to come to an end and maybe or maybe not bout to bring out some emotional things and a lot is going to happen at once and some time jumps so be aware, 5 more chapters to goooo
Milan Na'Voni
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PRESENT TIME Milan Apartment Dallas, Tx
"You ready to go to go spend time with uncle Jax and Auntie Lani?" I strapped Kaomi inside of her car seat. I kissed her forehead and putting her diaper bag and another back with her clothes until the seat. I closed the door and saw Sahanii step out the door with locking the door. I waited on the side of the car by the passenger side to open the door not before her kissing me on my cheek leaving a tent of pink lipgloss.
She sat in and I closed the door and went to the drivers side. We were going to drop off Kaomi to Jaxson and Ma'lani place. I have a surprise for Sahanii and it's been dreading me not to tell her. She's helped me with my court things that was about two months ago. I've been avoiding her so I wouldn't tell her the surprise. Boy have it been rough.
Ever since then we haven't been having sex I've been keeping my distance and she's been thinking the worse of everything. Everyday I make it my mission to reassure her that she will always been the peace to my happiness and no one will take that away from her.
I've been working extra hard to prove to her that all of this is in the surprise. I been pulling a double shift at my new job, my second job to afford this surprise.
Flashback
"Can you at least give me a hint to it?" Sahanii sat in my lap and she rubbed her cold hands on my back to warm them. I shook my head and stared into her eyes as we both sat on a hill at 2am. We recently have been doing this for dates if we didn't feel like going out.
She huffed a deep breath and we both stared at each other, I knew what she was doing trying to stare me down until I fold. "Sahanii Rose, you staring me down like I'm a child is not going to scare me into telling you" I said chuckling.
She rolled her eyes, "you're going have to be patient baby that's all." I reassured her.
"How long do I have to wait though? It's been about 4weeks I'm dick deprived and you won't tell me anything and my thoughts are just going." She didn't understand that this is really taking a lot out of me. Physically trying to keep my composure, emotionally because I hate that she's overthinking, financially because I keep denying her money on everything while I'm trying to pay bills, and pay for this surprise. Anything for my peace and she is my peace.
The city could be on fire and as long as she is happy I will be okay.
We were silent until we decided to go. "What if we do a little quicky in the car?" She said in a joking manner but I had a feeling she was serious.
I turned around and she grabbed me by my chin and I reached down by her waist and grabbed her ass, she pulled me closer till we kissed I eventually pulled back, "as much as you're deprived so am I baby but no." I let go of her.
Her face in just a a split second became so angry then to sad so quick, "Is there someone else? Am I not good enough? It's been four fucking weeks and I can't even get a kiss that can't last for longer than 20 damn seconds. Let alone you won't even notice that I make sure to cook you a meal every time you come home from work even if you come home at 3am. I bought lingerie's that covers my stretch marks on my stomach.
I took you on dates, I don't want to see you sleeping on the couch no more Milan. I want you back. This surprise is not that good for my heart, my person, my everything to treat me like I'm not the mother of your child and your girlfriend.
So please just tell me if theirs someone else so I can stop bothering you."
Don't break Milan she will see why you're doing all of this.
"Get in the car Sahanii"
Flashback over
Sahanii Rose
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PRESENT TIME Dallas, Tx
I watched as Milan dropped off Kaomi to Ma'Lnai and I waved through the window at the couple. I heard Milan phone start to chime I went off five times and I didn't pick it up but this time I did. It was from an unknown number, two actually.
"Remind yourself you have to make this decision..." the first number said.
"When do you think you're going to come back again?" The second number said.
I saw Milan walk back to the car and I shoved the phone down looking face forward.
Confusion ran through my mind and thoughts started to fill in my head. She's not talking to no one else right? She said it's for a surprise but I can't be so sure.
Not touching me for almost two months is what's making me worry. Obviously she's getting it from somewhere else.
I went to Dylan about it but the only thing she told me was she probably was getting it from somewhere else but Kayla told me to just trust Milan.
