a kiss goodbye | vampire gerard way x female reader

1. Who Is That?

you woke up in your new bed, feeling a bit uncomfortable. this bed was much different than your previous one, but it wasn't bad. you quickly checked the time, and it was 5 AM. perfect time for you to get ready for the first day at new school. you lazily got up from the bed, and looked into your mirror. "god I look like a total mess" you thought to yourself, examining your bare face. after some time, you finally got ready for school. you put on some makeup, and you decided that you'll leave your hair be in the ponytail you were sleeping in. you put on the outfit you picked out yesterday. when you were dressed, you sighed looking out the window. you were really sad with the fact that school is back again.

y/n pov

i took my bag, and made sure i had everything i needed inside of it. when i was 100% sure i did, i finally put my shoes on and walked out of my house. i was slowly walking down to the bus stop, when suddenly i saw a certain guy.

"who is that? he's so pale, almost like a vampire... his jet-black hair is perfectly contrasting to his skin color.. his beautiful ...brown? no. hazel. they're hazel for sure. his beautiful big hazel eyes.. his pretty nose and lips... he looks perfect. fuck."

my thoughts quickly got distracted, as the raven haired boy looked my way. fortunately he looked away pretty fast, so i didn't feel the pressure to start a conversation. my heart was beating faster at the presence of him, as we both were waiting for the bus. soon enough, the bus came, and right before i went on it, this guy and I made side eye contact. but it wasn't a usual eye contact... i had this weird feeling, i've never had felt before. i just couldn't describe it.

time skip

some time has passed, and it was now my third period. i still couldn't get the black haired dude out of my head. he's just so fucking perfect. i even kept on doodling him in my notebooks. as i was looking around the classroom, i noticed him. the boy i keep on dreaming of. we made eye contact yet again, this time i had the courage, and i smiled at him.

"he's so handsome..."

i thought to myself, when suddenly someone has spoken to me.
- excuse me, could i sit here? - a guy with crazy curly hair showed up in front of me. i parted my lips, looking at him 'surprised'. soon I nodded at him and he smiled.
- great! ... so what's your name? - he asked, and i looked into his brown eyes.
- i'm y/n, you?
- i'm ray - he smiled yet again and i couldn't help but smile as well.
- well.. nice to meet you ray!
- you too y/n - he giggled a bit, and our conversation went on and on and on

throughout the whole lesson, we exchanged numbers, and managed to make some inside jokes. he offered me sitting at lunch with his friends, and i honestly couldn't pass up the opportunity. the next lesson went by quickly, as i didn't listen to any word the teacher was saying. it was now lunch time, so i headed to the bleachers — as ray told me to do so. walking outside i quickly recognized his curly hair in the distance. but his hair wasn't the only one i have recognized. i noticed a guy with longer black hair, and i immediately knew who it was. it was the guy from the bus stop.
i awkwardly walked up behind ray, and surprised him by hugging him.
- OH MY FUCKING GOD! Y/N THIS ISN'T FUNNY, I ALMOST HAD A FUCKING HEART ATTACK OHH MYY GOOOD! - he said and i couldn't help but laugh, just like his 3 other friends.
- sorry haha - i said still laughing at his ridiculous reaction. i looked to the side where the raven haired guy was, and i couldn't help but blush at the sight of him laughing. quickly i brought my attention to ray, as he started speaking.
- so y/n... um. meet my friends i guess? - he said gesturing to the guys around us.
- i'm frank, nice to meet you m'lady - the guy with the buzzcut said, as he took my hand and planted a kiss on it. i giggled a bit, as the black haired guy rolled his eyes.
- stop being so flirty frank - he said, as i giggled more.
- no it's alright, i like it - i spoke up, as we made eye contact. he just nodded and i smiled.
- well, my name's gerard - he said as he put his hand up in the air to shake mine.
- nice to meet you gerard! - i said enthusiastically, shaking his cold and pale hand. i'm not going to lie, i shivered at the coldness of his touch.
- my name is mikey - the guy with longer blonde hair and glasses said, as i nodded at him and so did he.
- you have very pretty hair, mikey - i said as i didn't know what else to say. he blushed a little and looked down. he probably got embarrassed.
- t-thanks.. - he said still looking at the ground. soon enough, there was a comfortable silence between the 5 of us, as we were eating our food.
- soo... y/n... what kind of music do you like? - gerard spoke, looking deep into my eyes. i noticed that he was the only person without food.
- well... i like the smashing pumpkins, the smiths, nirvana, deftones, misfits and so much more - i said enthusiastically, as i loved to talk about music. i love music, it's my favorite thing in the whole entire world. i actually play guitar sometime, hoping to be in a band in the future.
- ohh, you have good taste. we pretty much like the same stuff - he answered smiling dearly, as i took a bite out of my apple. - maybe i could show you my CDs today? we thought of meeting after school at my house, and i guess you could come over.... if you want to of course! no pressure - he said quickly, and i nodded a little before speaking.
- sure i could come over. just give me your phone number and home address
- alright, hand me your phone - he said as i took out my phone and put it in his hands. he typed in his number and quickly gave the phone back to me. i smiled at him, and so did he.

soon lunch was over, and we said our goodbyes. the rest of the day went by quick, me and frank had some lessons together, and so did mikey. after a few hours, school was over. we parted our ways walking home, as i went alone. damn. today was a day full of nice stuff. but I couldn't stop thinking about gerard. his beautiful voice and smile. his eyes and his hair. i just couldn't get enough of him. he is just my type. i sat on my bed, looking at his contact on my phone. i hesitated a little, before clicking it, and messaging him.

(bold - you normal - gerard)

hey it's me y/n, can you text me your address?

yeah, it's *some address*

hey, your house is right in front of mine!

really? how come you went home the other way?

i use a shortcut

there's a shortcut?
damn, you gotta show it to me

will do!

as i sent the message, i put my phone down. i changed my clothes, touched up my makeup, and went outside.

tonight's gonna be great.