a kiss goodbye | vampire gerard way x female reader

3. Who Is She?

i slowly woke up, in my... "wait? where am i? this isn't my-"  i thought to myself, before someone spoke up.
- hey y/n - ray said, as i sat up straight, rubbing my sleepy eyes, and fixing my hair. i looked around. "oh right i came to gerard's and mikey's house!"   i told myself in my mind. i was laying in gerard's bed, as the guys were sitting in a circle on the floor, with a empty wine bottle between them. i furrowed my eyes, wondering if they were playing spin the bottle, or truth or dare.
- wanna play with us? - mikey said, making me look into his eyes. i nodded slowly as he told me to come sit between him and gerard. i slowly sat down, looking at the bottle.
- so what are we playing? - i asked mikey.
- truth or dare of course - he smiled and i nodded smiling as well. mikey spinned the bottle, as we all looked at it spinning. soon it landed unfortunately at me. "nice luck y/n"  i thought to myself.
- so truth or dare? - mikey said, as i took some time thinking of it.
- dare - i finally said, making all the guys look at each other. they were all thinking of a cool dare, as frank finally had one in mind.
- oh! i know! i dare you to drink this whole beer in one go - he said handing me an unopened beer. all the boys bursted into laughter, making me confused.
- what? - i asked curious.
- dude, there's no way you're gonna chug this whole beer, really. you're a girl! - ray said, soon breaking into laughter again. i furrowed my brows, annoyed at how the guys think that i can't do this because i'm a girl. so what? i'm a girl so I can't drink something in one go? so dumb. i quickly opened the beer, starting to chug it. it didn't take long, before i finished the whole thing. a burp escaped my mouth, making me cover my mouth in embarrassment.
- wow... - they all said at the same time, shocked at my "abilities".
- dude... it took you exactly 30 seconds! - ray said, looking surprised at the clock. i giggled a little.
- damn alright.. let's go on - gerard said, and we kept on playing.

time skip

we were now talking about how we're getting sleepy. soon mikey went to his room, and after sometime ray and frank left as well, leaving me and gerard alone in his room. i couldn't help but feel butterflies flying around in my stomachat the thought of us being alone.
- so uh.. what do you want to do? or are you gonna head home too? - gerard finally spoke, breaking the awkward silence between the two of us on his bed. i turned my head to look at him, and i smiled.
- do you think i could stay for the night?... fuck what am i saying, we only met today. sorry.. maybe i should go - i said, as words slipped out of my mouth.
- no, it's fine! i like you, and i trust you. you can stay - he said with the dearest smile on his face. i smiled just at the sight of him. his dyed jet-black hair, complimenting his pale, paper-white skin, his pretty hazel eyes, and beautiful pink lips... "he's so handsome.."  i thought, as gerard chuckled a bit. "did i say that out loud? fuck!"  i thought again. gerard quickly stopped chuckling, and broke eye contact. we were sitting in silence. but this time it wasn't as awkward.
"i sort of feel safe around him..."  i told myself in my mind, before gerard's eyes met mine again.
- so do you want to sleep? - he said, as i parted my lips, admiring his beautiful face yet again. i nodded quickly.
- y-yeah. - i said awkwardly. he nodded, and got up from his bed. he opened his closet, taking some clothes from it.
- do you have any spare clothes in your bag? - he asked turning his head around to look at me. i shook my head, and he hummed. he turned to look into the closet yet again, before taking something. he closed the closet slowly, and stood in front of me, as i was still sitting on the bed. he handed me a gray tshirt and black shorts. i took them and muttered out a 'thanks'. he sat next to me, before he took off his shirt.
"oh fuck. don't look, don't look. fuck fuck FUCK! what do i do?!"  i thought to myself worriedly, as gerard smiled to himself. i couldn't help but look down at his bare chest, he wasn't the athletic type. but his body was still so hot. i could feel my cheeks burning, probably turning a bright pink color.
- like what ya see? - gerard said with a lower voice than usual, making me feel butterflies yet again. "god he's gonna drive me crazy!"  i thought, before speaking up.
-  yeah.. - i said looking deep into his eyes, narrowing mine, as a smirk plastered on my face. he smirked as well, making the butterflies in my stomach even stronger. he chuckled, before changing his pants. respectfully, i looked away, because i didn't want to make this more awkward. soon enough he layed on the bed, with one knee bent, and his arms under his head.
- are you gonna change sugar? - he said smirking again, making me look away. i nodded slowly before turning around, my back now facing him. i took my shirt off, putting on his gray one. when it was on, i quickly took my bra off from under my shirt, and put it into my bag. i stood up, taking my skinny jeans off, which was a fucking struggle. soon they were off, and i put his shorts on, tying the lace around my waist, because they were too big. i layed next to him with my hands on my stomach, very little space left between the two of us.
- do you want to listen to some music before going to sleep? - he said, his voice was so gentle.. it wasn't as raspy as it usually is. instead it was so smooth.. i smiled, feeling butterflies again.
- yeah! sure - i said, turning my head to him. he nodded and sat straight, and so did i. he took his phone from the night stand, opening spotify. he typed in 'luna the smashing pumpkins' and clicked on the song. he turned up the volume, as the music filled the room. he slowly closed his eyes, his index finger was tapping to the beat, and so was his right foot. his head was slowly and gently going back and forth. i smiled at the sight of him. "he's so cute." soon a smile welcomed his face, as if he heard my thoughts again. soon the song ended, and he turned off his phone.
- i love this song, i always listen to it before sleep. - he said quietly, looking at the star wars bed sheets underneath us.
- that's so cool! it's my favorite song from them - i said excitedly, his hazel eyes meeting mine. we smiled at each other, as i could swear he leaned in a bit. going with the flow, i leaned in as well, soon our faces rotated slightly in two different directions. we closed our eyes, and before i could kiss him, we heard the door open. we quickly pulled away, and i saw a girl around our age in the door way. she had short black hair with side bangs, black eyeshadow all over her big blue eyes, a round face shape with smaller lips and nose. she looked angrily at me, and then at gerard before speaking.
- what the fuck? - she said, her voice matching the look on her face.
- eliza! look, i can explain! - gerard said, sounding like he's just about to shit his pants. i looked at him, raising one of my eyebrows.
- who is she! - i heard 'eliza' speak again.
- she's just a friend! i swear! - he said, before throwing his shirt on.
- oh fuck you both - she said before walking out.
- eliza! wait! - he yelled, before he stood up from his bed, running towards her. great. that was fucking awful. i sighed. i thought of what to do, before doing the right thing. i quickly changed into my clothes from before, folding his clothes and putting them on his bed, i quickly got my bag, and got out of the room. i had to stand behind the wall, as eliza was still inside. i could hear them fighting from miles away.
- YEAH! SURE! WHY WAS YOUR SHIRT OFF? HUH? TELL ME GERARD! TELL ME! YOU FUCKING ASSHOLE! - she shouted, tears running down her pale cheeks. she quickly wiped them away, before shaking her head.
- i can't fucking believe you. - she said with furrowed brows, before she stormed out.
- fuck! - i could hear gerard say angrily. i walked up to him, looking into his eyes. they were now watery, as his hands were tangled in his now messy long black hair.
- let me explain! - he said gently, but raising his voice a little. i shook my head.
- i understand, you have a girlfriend, and she thinks you're cheating on her... i'm gonna go home, i don't want to cause any more problems.. - i said sadly before leaving his house. fuck this was so awkward. i fucked up his relationship for god's sake! i mean, it's not that big of a deal.. but i feel bad. god. i think i'm gonna try to ignore him and his friend group.