Chapter 87

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"You're so unfunny Miguel. I pity you sometimes." I said rolling my eyes.

"Dalia you dumb bitch. You're literally pregnant. I'm not joking." Miguel replied.

My heart sunk into the pits of my stomach, "No I'm not. No I'm not"! I said holding my head, oh God.

I cant breath. Holy shit I can't breath.

"I'm sorry. I'll leave you alone." Miguel said leaving the office.

I stood there panicking. Oh shit. Oh shit. How could I have let this happen?

DALIA! YOU STUPID BITCH!

I wanted to get run over by a train and be left to die. There's no way I was pregnant. I just cannot handle that right now.

Fuck fuck fuck!

God I need a cigarette! Oh wait I can't do that. I can't even drink either! No! How was I supposed to deal with this sober?!

And then it hit me.

Kirk got me pregnant.

My hand met my mouth and I bit my lip to keep me from screaming.

Why couldn't it have been Slash? Kirk doesn't even want to be a father. Slash would be happy. Kirk is gonna be pissed.

I blinked back tears. I fucked up. I was an idiot. But Kirk did too!

This was not just my fault. He chose not to wear a condom, but I let him not wear a condom too.

How the hell was I supposed to tell him?

I stood up. Wait. This is probably a mistake. There can be false positives. Miguel probably has some cheap ass test that malfunctioned.

I grabbed my purse and ran to my car.

I ran into my doctors office and to the front desk.

"I need a pregnancy test, please. The best one you have. I don't care how much it costs." I said out of breath.

The lady nodded, "Okay. Sit down."

I nodded and sat down.

It was the same old bullshit. You had to pee in a cup and I waited for the doctor to give me my results.

I looked over and saw a couple holding onto each other sadly.

"I really thought I was pregnant." The lady said crying.

"It's okay love. We will get it next time." The guy replied.

"You said that last time." She replied as she continued to cry.

I felt my heart sink deep into my stomach.

"Ms. Rossi." Said a voice.

I looked up and saw the doctor.

"Congratulations. You're pregnant." He replied with a soft smile. He handed me a bunch of paperwork and I sat there with confused feelings.

The couple stared at me enviously and I blinked back tears. I stood up and left to my car.

So it was true. I didn't know what to do. I bought myself some food and just ate my emotions away.

Hey, I was pregnant so technically I was eating for two.

As I drove home, I already decided what I was going to do.

I couldn't be more than a month pregnant. I was gonna finish school, about to burst. I wasn't gonna tell anyone until it is obvious. And I wasn't gonna tell Kirk, yet.

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