𝐌𝐲 𝐛𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝'𝐬 𝐛𝐫𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 | 𝐂.𝐉𝐇 𝐱 𝐊.𝐘𝐒 ✓

「14」

Jongho stared at Yeosang who tied his shoelaces in silence and ignored his eyes, just looking down.

He couldn't believe everything that just happened.

He just had sex with the most gorgeous man he saw, and just as Jongho thought everything will go smoothly, Yeosang was dressed up again and ready to go just 15 minutes after.

Jongho licked his lips as he pulled a shirt over his head and watched Yeosang stop trying his shoes and instead getting a jersey and wearing it over the black shirt.

Jongho couldn't see the expression he had, if he was feeling the pain or not. No matter how hard he wanted to and just talk to him and see if he was okay.

Yeosang suddenly turned around and was about to walk away, but Jongho stood up in alarm and caught his wrist.

"Hey! Where are you going?" Jongho asked.

Yeosang seemed like he was pissed. He looked at Jongho with those annoyed eyes like he wanted to cry, specially after all of that that happened.

Jongho stared back into his eyes and swore how they sparkled with tears for a short second until Yeosang blinked.

"What do you want?" He asked, clearly not wanting to be there at all.

Jongho stared at him, holding his wrist in his palm and not knowing what to say.

He knew all of that suddenly happened, but he really couldn't answer the question because he really didn't know what he wanted.

He blinked as he stared at Yeosang. "Is everything okay?" 

Yeosang stayed quiet, not knowing what to say and instead looking away and jerking his hand away from Jongho's grip.

"Yeah. Everything's okay." Yeosang mumbled.

Jongho didn't seem convinced when he heard that.

He kept staring at Yeosang as he grew more impatient like he wanted to leave and never come back, and Jongho has never felt more the urge to hug Yeosang and assure him that everything is going to be okay.

"Yeosang-"

"Can you please let me go now?" Yeosang cut him off.

He looked up, staring at him again and realizing how upset Yeosang looked.

He looked like he was going to break down and cry each moment by the way his eyes were glassy and skin starting to get red, and it just made Jongho look so angry for some reason. 

"Are you okay? Did I go too far-"

"Jongho, stop acting like you care." Yeosang demanded.

Jongho really couldn't argue with that, knowing that Yeosang doesn't believe him with anything he says.

He shook his head in disbelief and just blinked as he furrowed his eyebrows.

Yeosang shook his head back, hiding his face with palms and sniffing as he felt tears wanting to come out of his eyes so hard.

"Can we please forget about everything that happened now? I know you didn't want this and it was a mistake that happened once and will never happen again, I beg you." Yeosang's voice shook.

Jongho didn't think of it as a mistake. It was a thing that naturally came and he doesn't blame Yeosang for it because he wanted it as much as Yeosang.

They aren't kids, and Jongho just wants to talk things out.

"I-"

"I promise you that I won't tell anything to anyone not to ruin your reputation, and I just want to tell you that I'm s-sorry.."