「31」

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Jongho cried his eyes out, and it all seemed like a movie to Yeosang.

It all just felt like a damn movie in his mind. There were so many questions in his mind, but no answers. 

How did he realize it earlier? It was obvious Jongho was using him! He wouldn't just come and act like he needed him for something, and Yeosang knew there was something weird. 

But why was he such an idiot to believe Jongho actually liked him back? Jongho never likes anyone, so why would he ever like Yeosang?

It's been a few days, and Yeosang didn't even go out of his room despite Wooyoung asking him to hang out. He just felt so upset, or even horrible because he believed Jongho.

Yeosang sighed as he sat up from his bed and sniffled.

He felt his stomach scrunch up at the feeling, and Yeosang felt so tired from all the crying and just feeling like that all the time. It was disgusting. 

He groaned as he turned on the phone, seeing multiple messages from Jongho and not really knowing what to say. 

He did see what he wrote, mainly being the ones 'I'm sorry' or just begging him to forgive him.

Jongho never actually explained what happened or why did he do that, but Yeosang knew that he just couldn't do that anymore. 

Yeosang couldn't even see his name anymore, let alone talk or see him anymore. He just fell in Yeosang's eyes so deeply and he just couldn't believe it.

He closed his phone again and just turned around in bed, puling the duvet over his body and sighing.

Yeosang closed his eyes when he felt eyes starting to burn and the bitter taste raising up in his throat once again.

He just couldn't do it now. He was so devastated, and he just doesn't want to deal with all of that now.

Yeosang really isn't sure what to say or do now, and he is just so worried about what might happen. 

Yeosang just needed time to process all of this that happened. 

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Jongho sobbed as he typed Yeosang a message again.

He wrote around 10 messages to him and he didn't even read them, and Jongho just isn't surprised. Should he be? Jongho deserves this after all.

Jongho was still finding hard time to explain what happened that night or why didn't he just say no. He should have done that, and he knew how that would end up. 

He had a couple of drinks, and he wanted to talk to Yeosang that night about what happened and he just wanted to apologize.

Jongho just felt so many things back then and he thought it would be fun because he was annoyed. 

And that's why he agreed to do that. He knows what an idiot he is. 

Yeosang looked so heartbroken then, and in the end, Jongho didn't have fun at all. His heart was broken too, and he knows he is the one to blame. 

He sighed as he moved the phone away, and he blinked as he tried not to cry again. Jongho was so damn sad, and it was the worst feeling ever. 

Jongho rubbed his eyes tiredly as he gulped and tried getting the squeezing in his throat again.

He just felt so sad, and he isn't sure what to do. Yeosang probably hates him, and he just knows how much he is angry and upset. 

How will things end up? Jongho knows he is supposed to be focusing on the football because they are trying to win the competition, but Jongho knew he isn't going to focus on it and instead think about Yeosang instead.

He was the love of his life, and Jongho knew that it was real love. He has never felt anything similar for anyone, and Yeosang is just making him feel special and perfect. 

Yeosang made him fall in love in literally 2 times he saw him, and Jongho knew how different he was.

He was just so beautiful and Jongho loved the way he spoke and looked, just by that, Jongho fell in love.

He fell so deep and hard, but Jongho screwed up. 

He screwed up by not even thinking about it and instead agreeing on Donghyun's plan because he was an idiot, and he is regretting every single thing he had with him. 

Jongho shook his head and rubbed his face, deciding he needed a shower and relax a bit. He needs to explain things to Yeosang.

Just as Jongho went to the shower, San walked downstairs to the empty cup of ice cream and a messed blanket being all over the sofa. Jongho was there by the way his phone was still just lying there. 

There was something weird about Jongho lately, and San suddenly had an idea. 

He knew how bad the idea was, but he just didn't know what else to do. He was worried for Jongho and he just wanted to know what was going on in his thick skull.

San sighed and took Jongho's phone in his hand. He knew the password and it was just so bad, but he needed to know. 

A part from a few notifications, there was a message that caught San's eye. He furrowed his eyebrows and licked his lips before clicking onto the name 'Yoyo hyung'.

San immediately realized what was going on. He furrowed his eyebrows as he read the message the person sent. 

Yoyo hyung ♡ ⊹˚.⋆:

Yoyo hyung ♡ ⊹˚.⋆:

Don't text me anymore. I didn't expect this from you at all.  

You have been blocked by this number!

San was confused.

He scrolled up to the beginning and saw all they wrote, and it became very clear what happened. Yeosang, one of his best friends, is dating Jongho? His own brother?

It all made sense now. Jongho changed a lot because of Yeosang, but Jongho was disappointed that no one told him anything.

Usually, he would have something against Jongho and Yeosang, but now that he saw how Jongho changed?

No, San doesn't mind it. But he is kind of disappointed that no one told him anything.

He at least expected something from Yeosang, considering he is his best friend, but Jongho?

Okay, San knew he would stay silent about it. He was kinda angry about them being silent all the time about it. 

But how didn't anyone notice it earlier? Jongho was probably having Yeosang as a tutor, and that's why he was acting all weird. It all made so much sense now. 

They were probably meeting in quiet times and somewhere where no one would see them, and San knew the truth now.

He was disappointed, but he is happy that they are happy. Yeosang visibly looked happier, but Jongho was a whole different person.

But what was that message Yeosang sent? What didn't he expect and what even happened? San is kind of getting worried now after seeing that text and Jongho's behavior today. 

San was confused, but he was determined to find out no matter what it takes.

He wanted to help and make them get back together no matter what.

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