「15」

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Yeosang got out of shower, rubbing his wet hair with a towel and throwing it on the chair. 

A sigh left his mouth as he sat on the bed, placing his head in his palms and thinking about everything that happened and trying to take it all inside. 

It happened too fast and he was mindless for not thinking before he did what he did with Jongho, and there is just no going back now. Yeosang hated it, but that was the truth.

I should have never gotten involved with him. I knew it was a mistake, and yet I still allowed it..

Yeosang shook his head as he removed his hands from his face, looking out of the window that showed it was already dark outside.

Yeosang lied down on his back and faced the celling, once again thinking about everything.

Was it really worth it? Yeosang wanted Jongho so badly for years, and when it finally happened, he is starting to regret it.

Yeosang's train of thoughts was suddenly snapped when he heard a knock on the door.

He sat up and furrowed his eyebrows as he walked to the door to answer it. Who could that be in such a time? It was almost 8 pm now.

Yeosang opened the door of his dorm, staring at Wooyoung who was standing there with his arms crossed over his chest.

"Hey?" Yeosang said.

Wooyoung hummed, causing him to be confused even more.

"What are you doing here?" He asked, clearly confused because Wooyoung usually calls him before he is coming over but now he didn't even send a text. 

Wooyoung deadpanned at him, throwing his bag on the bed and asking him if he was stupid just by the way he looked at him. Yeosang just blinked as he stared back at him.

"Are you seriously asking me that now?" Wooyoung asked.

Yeosang wasn't sure what to answer as he sighed and rubbed his forehead. 

"I came to find out the truth, because I won't watch you ruin your mental health just because you refuse to tell me what's going on inside of your mind." Wooyoung explained.

Yeosang bit his tongue as Wooyoung took a step forward and made him take a step back so he could come in.

Wooyoung closed the door and walked to the bed, sitting down on it as Yeosang kept quiet.

"Spit it out already. I'll sit here all night if that's what it takes for you to tell me." 

Yeosang groaned as he sat down next to him, lying on his bed and again staring at the celling.

"Woo, I told you that I have to figure it out alone-"

"And I won't let you do that. Yeosang, we have been friends for years already and I won't just sit and watch you as you literally fall apart from stress right in front of me." 

Wooyoung sounded and looked genuinely upset, and a sigh left Yeosang's mouth again.

"What am I supposed to tell you? And what even is there to tell?" Yeosang groaned.

Wooyoung shifted. "Yeosang, don't play dumb. You know damn well what I want to know and I won't leave you alone. You have gone too far now and all I do is care for you."

Yeosang was once again quiet as he looked at his hands. He didn't know what to tell Wooyoung mainly because his own mind is in a literally chaos, and he licked his lips as he suddenly felt so nervous.

He knew Wooyoung won't judge him, but a lot happened and Yeosang is just confused about everything.

He sighed. "Well.."

And that's how it went. Yeosang told Wooyoung every single thing that happened as the male stayed quiet and just listened instead.

Yeosang felt tears starting to flood his eyes once again, but he shook his head and tried to make them go away.

"I don't know what do to, Woo..I-I'm just so confused now."

"So you fucked with Jongho who turned out to be your crush? I mean, I always knew there was something going on with you and him, but I didn't expect this. It's kinda weird."

Yeosang nodded. "It is."

Wooyoung stared at him before he shifted closer and pulled Yeosang into a hug.

He placed his chin on Yeosang's head as the male buried his face into the crook of his neck, slowly rubbing Yeosang's back and nuzzled his face into his blonde hair.

"Hey, it's okay. Why didn't you tell me? You know I won't judge you about anything. I'll help you to figure out what to do, but I just know that you should distance yourself from him. He isn't worth your tears and time."

Yeosang sobbed as he full on cried. "I- I know, I just..I love him, Woo."

Wooyoung didn't seem happy, but Yeosang doesn't blame him because he understood that he is just worried.

He has always been protective over the three of them, and Yeosang knows that he is just trying to make Yeosang get away from him.

"It's okay baby. You need to get away from him as fast as you can."

Yeosang nodded as he wiped the tears away. "I-I'll try.."

Wooyoung smiled sadly, cupping his cheeks and wiping the tears away and giving him a kiss on the cheek.

"Don't cry, it's going to be okay."

Yeosang really hoped so. He nodded and sniffled again, staring onto his hand as Wooyoung placed his over Yeosang's.

"Please stay with me?.." Yeosang mumbled.

Wooyoung smiled before he took off his shoes and crawled to the other side of bed, lying down and opening his arms to invite Yeosang inside for a cuddle. 

"Come on, let me cuddle you to sleep so you can relax a bit."

Yeosang smiled, forgetting about his tears and crawling so Wooyoung was spooning him. He placed his head into Woo's neck and breathed in his scent as he relaxed.

"Go to sleep baby, you need to rest a bit." Wooyoung mumbled as he stroked his hair, pressing a kiss on Yeosang's forehead.

Yeosang closed his eyes and allowed himself to be pampered a bit, secretly enjoying all of this and hugging Wooyoung back.

"Hey." The younger suddenly said after a few of minutes of silence.

Yeosang hummed as he was almost asleep, placing his leg over Wooyoung's hip and cuddling even closer like a koala.

"I think I know what might help you." 

Yeosang stayed quiet as Wooyoung stroked his hair, taking it as a cue to continue talking. 

"You need to get drunk, so let's go out tomorrow and get drunk? I know a good bar with drinks."

Yeosang wanted to say no because the last time he tried to get drunk, he ended up kissing Jongho and literally making out with him.

He was about to say no, but the tiredness was too large for Yeosang to bear and he just couldn't bring himself to say anything.

So, half asleep, Yeosang nodded his head and hummed as a response to go out and get drunk tomorrow.

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