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「37」

Yeosang placed his head into his palms as he sat on the bench.

He doesn't know what happened or why did he even go to Jongho's match. Now he fucked up everything.

He really wanted to talk to Jongho, but now he really didn't want to face him.

Yeosang went there because he wanted to silently give Jongho encouragement for the match and maybe himself to talk.

After all, he did promise he will go even before they had..a fight if you can call it like that.

But no, he instead just chickened out and left the match because he was scared of what he should say to Jongho.

So, Yeosang sat on the bench in a nearby park and sat there in silence.

It was just a place he goes to whenever he is stressed. He needed to think through this despite already doing that for almost 100th time.

Yeosang doesn't know what to say or how to talk to him, but he really needs and wants Jongho back.

They are adults, and they should talk it out. Jongho should have an explanation, right?

Yeosang sighed. It was just so much, but he really wanted to get Jongho back. He needed him so much.

It was all so annoying and too much, really. Even if it's been almost a month now, Yeosang isn't ready.

Suddenly, there was a small sigh besides him.

Yeosang slowly raised his head up from his palms, immediately sitting up properly when he saw Jongho standing in front of him.

His heart suddenly started to race as he stared at Jongho, gulping slowly as they just stared at each other.

Jongho's eyes were glistening as he just stared at him, and Yeosang felt so heartbroken again.

He truly looked like he is sorry, and he really needed to talk it out. Yeosang really needed him. 

Jongho looked down before he slowly moved and sat down on he bench, sighing quietly as Yeosang just stayed quiet and let him sit next to him. 

"Hey.." Jongho mumbled.

Yeosang visibly shifted, and he hummed in response as he looked down to his feet. Jongho hated the awkwardness, but he understood why it was like that. After all, he would also react like that. 

Yeosang just had a lot on his plate. His mind was a mess, but deep inside, Yeosang was actually happy that he has a chance to talk it out with Jongho now. 

Jongho stayed quiet as he felt the awkwardness in the air, and he is just so confused. He needed to solve this out.

"Yeosang-"

"Can we talk?" Yeosang cut him off.

Jongho snapped his head to the male, staring at him for a bit before he hummed. Yeosang screamed inside, but he also felt so anxious and nervous. What is he supposed to expect now? 

"Yeah, of course." Jongho mumbled. 

Yeosang's shoulders were tense, and he is just so nervous about all of it. He needed to get some of the things off his mind. 

"Let's go to my dorm. I don't want to talk about this in public when anyone could hear or see it." Yeosang mumbled as he got up, not even giving Jongho a chance to reply as he got up and walked.

Jongho followed behind him, and they remained silent as they walked to Yeosang's apartment.

They were just holding back and they didn't know what to say to each other or how to even start a conversation.