She Would Never Know [BTS X Reader]💜

Chapter 7

Kim Seokjin

I have been busy for 3 days straight. I took a day off for my marriage and all the work got piled up.

I am feeling like shit because I don't have proper sleep and also I left my wife alone after marriage.

Every woman has many dreams regarding marriage but I snatched all of them from her.

I didn't think about having a honeymoon and I am feeling guilty for not thinking about it as I got very busy soon after marriage.

At least I would have postponed the wedding if I knew that work will be like this in the coming days.

I can never ask her to understand me because she already does. She has been waiting for me the next day after the wedding and slept while waiting.

I was staring at her like a creep when I found her sleeping on the couch while the TV was still on.

This is her love language. I will definitely make her fall in love with me. But to make that happen, I need to let her know me, I have to take her on dates and most importantly I have to make her feel loved and protected.

I thought about going to work a little late today and I have to be there before 8.

I have been staying in Tae's room but he came this morning, "you are staying away from your wife", he declared and I felt sorry for her again.

"I will go back to my room today", I got up from his bed and went to freshen up.

I got ready. I know everyone is up and is in the living room.

We have been exchanging texts but still it feels so awkward to face her like this. I feel very attracted towards her but I can't do anything.

Is it wrong to feel attracted to your own wife? No right! But she asked me for time and I know what it means.

I came out of his room and entered the living room.

She is happy and makes everyone around her happy. She didn't have to do that but still she took the initiative and made breakfast for all of us.

I really want to appreciate her efforts.

I didn't remember when I last felt like this when I looked at my family. Soon after losing mom we lost the glow in our family. Everyone got busy with their own lives to hide the pain.

It's been a long time since seeing everyone this happy.

I cleared my throat to make them aware of my presence, she flinched and looked at me.

I was lost in her eyes. Those eyes are deeper than an ocean. Her eyes are filled with many emotions. I felt this when I first saw her on the aisle.

Abuji and Tae cleared their throats and I want to hide myself as I know if I get attention like this my face turns into a shade of pink.

"What's wrong, Son?" Abuji asked me and I am still staring at her.

"I was about to leave for the office", I said and she immediately looked at me. I felt a pang when I saw her misty eyes.

"Please have some breakfast, Seokjin-shi", her voice cracked a little.

"I am already late", I said after checking the time.

"It's okay, eating breakfast for 15 to 20 minutes won't make you lose your shares", her eyes are red.

I am scared now. She is angry.