She Would Never Know [BTS X Reader]💜

Chapter 19

Kim Hyejin

Hormones and emotions are the most uncontrollable things in humans and I am the victim of their collaboration.

I don't want to give a thought about his relationship as the interpretation may give me the conclusion that I have already fallen for him.

I spent the rest of the day watching dramas and I ignored his existence.

But he didn't leave home and waited for me until I got dressed. I told him I needed to be there by 7 but I ended up late.

I got ready before 7 wearing a yellow one piece which engulfs my curves perfectly and tightly with a white leather jacket.

I can be prettier if I wanted to.

I know I'm being stupid by dolling myself up to show the man who has a girlfriend and he is my brother-in-law.

I looked into the reflection of mine in the mirror and it screamed, 'it's not like you'.

So I changed again into a usual outfit I prefer, a blue coloured, floral patterned, pleated, one piece with a long jacket, I can wear it if it's cold outside.

I came down, saw him in his full black outfit and he reminded me of a hit man.

I didn't look at him but I could feel his gaze on me. I looked at the clock and it said 7:30.

I texted my friend and it said, "I will be there by 8pm."

I am not in contact with any of our friends but I thought to let them know that I am coming too.

He didn't say anything but he took out Seokjin-shi's car and the memories of our date started suffocating me.

He confessed to me on that day and now I don't have him, the only man who is in love with me.

"If you don't have any plans with your girlfriend, you can join us. We will get free food and drinks", I genuinely offered him after hopping into the passenger seat beside him.

He didn't say anything and started the car. I feel rejected and it's fine. I got used to his cold shoulder now.

We are on our way while I lost in the memories of our first and last date together. Tears formed in my eyes making my vision blur and I shouldn't cry now as it spoils my makeup.

Seokjin-shi is the main reason I came out now. Being in that house all day makes me feel alone and I am able to see Seokjin-shi irrespective of my stupid attraction for his brother.

I don't have to search for a reason anymore to not fall for Jungkook. Him having a girlfriend is enough to make me feel my attraction is very temporary and I have to avoid him after this day.

We reached the venue and I was not able to see any of them outside. The vibe shows no one has arrived yet but I felt already everyone gathered and started drinking, eating, chatting and having fun.

"Are you sure you don't want to join?" I tried one last time as I don't want to leave him alone as we can call a driver if both of us end up drunk at the end of the day.

Jungkook glared at me and I understood his silence as no. I don't understand this man in this life. He surely has altars. He didn't utter a word after saying "yes".

Good for you.

I let you a heavy sigh to make him hear and got out of the car.

"Can you come back by 9pm? Or else I can wait if it takes some time for you?" I am not trying to be sweet, I am trying to be humane.

Because it's a hassle to pick up and drop someone. I am using him like a driver so I have to have some courtesy for him.

Again silence. He didn't even nod and left taking a harsh turn.