She Would Never Know [BTS X Reader]💜

Chapter 64

Kim Seokjin

This is strange

Whatever I am feeling right now is really damn strange.

Because I am looking at a man romantically. I was not feeling the same way for him a few hours back but I missed him so much more than anyone else.

It's not that I didn't miss his sister but I missed him a bit more compared to her.

And it's not that I moved on from his sister either but this man is hitting differently now.

Ever since he confessed his feelings for me, I am looking at him in a different light.

I have had this suspicion that he might be liking me more than a friend, ever since we both became so close.

But I overlooked it because I didn't want to read too much into it and spoil what we have.

But I was right all this time. I couldn't believe it at the moment he confessed, but later when I reminisced about the past, everything connected to one thing.

That he is in love with me.

The man with 148 IQ
The man who takes care of his sister with all of his existence
The man who leads his business with all of his grace
The man who loves his brothers with all of his heart

And the man who looks like women will throw themselves at that body has been in love with me all these years.

I am shaking my head right to left and left to right failing to understand how he loves me this much.

How much? It's in his eyes.

Oh damn! He caught me staring at him

He gave me a smile which made his dimples come out of his cheeks and attack my poor heart.

It just skipped a beat with the way he is smiling at me.

I didn't know I was also smiling until my cheek bones were hurting and right then I realised what he was doing.

He is in the kitchen while I am standing near the entrance and frowned at the very thought he might be trying to cook something.

God! Is he planning to kill me for real this time?

His attention turned back to what he was doing when he observed my anxiety.

Before I could say something, the fire from the stove entered the pan he was holding and he squealed.

"Yah! What the hell are you trying to do? Who the hell told you that you can enter the kitchen?", he was not answering me, instead he switched off the stove immediately and turned around to give me his full attention.

He is not saying anything but lowering his head and standing in front of me as if he committed a crime.

This made me feel like I was the Principal and he is the most troubled student in the school.

Something in my chest felt like it got squeezed at the idea that he must be all alone all these days and must be cooking for himself.

Even though his brothers and sister visit him often, he is always alone.

I can see that it's written on his forehead. I felt a sudden urge to be there for this man here who is trying so hard to meet my eyes now.

I cleared my throat to apologise for shouting at him but before I could say something, " I am sorry, Hyung. I was trying to do some tricks and I failed I guess. I promise I won't do this again and make you feel unsafe", his voice is shaking which is so unusual of him.