She Would Never Know [BTS X Reader]💜

Chapter 8

Kim Hyejin

My first kiss is with my husband. This moment is going to be the proudest moment of my entire life.

When I felt his lips on mine, I was at peace. When I tried to inhale his scent, my brain stopped processing everything and that's why I couldn't kiss him back.

I am far innocent to say that I don't know how to kiss but he stopped my world and I am feeling guilty to the core for not making him feel the same way.

One thing I am sure about now is, I am going to wait for the next kiss to kiss him back and let him know that I loved it. But the waiting will be painful.

Even though I didn't respond to his kiss, he looked at me the same way. I know it hurts but still he managed to not get upset with me.

This proves that he is a true gentleman but still gentlemen also have pride, mainly handsome gentlemen.

I can't spend all day in the kitchen hiding myself from Appa and Tae. I have embarrassed myself but I know they don't mind it.

In order to face the after-embarrassment phase, I came into the living room but I found none. I didn't want to go to Tae as it's not appropriate to keep disturbing him, the very day he is trying to be comfortable around a stranger.

So I went to Appa's room and like always, the door to his room is not closed and he is staring at a book which looks like an old diary.

He sensed my presence and looked at me. Immediately, he hid the diary which made me curious but I know the meaning of privacy.

To make him feel that I understand, "Shall we continue our dramas, Appa? I am eager to know what happens next in today's episode, aren't you too?" I wanted to make him feel comfortable around me just like the way he is making me feel.

"Ah! I almost forgot. I am also dying to watch the current episode. Give me two minutes, I will see you in the living room", he sounded different than usual, I felt his mood was off and I decided to make him feel better.

"Okay! Dokay! Yo!" I almost screamed and left for the living room. I heard his laugh before leaving his room.

While watching the drama, I have been glancing at Appa once in a while to make sure that he is okay or not.

"I will be fine, Hyejin-a", he said without looking at me and I was staring at him already because from what he meant he is not fine now.

"Would it be rude if I ask why you are not fine?" I am on the verge of crying because the drama is in a very emotional scene but the reality is more sad.

He didn't say anything and I couldn't ask anything. We both stared at TV but we know that we are not concentrating on the drama.

"Have you ever been in love, Appa?" I asked him as I am curious ever since he said he is into romance novels and romance dramas just like me.

But I was not in love before. I was never in love. I know how it feels to be loved thanks to my brothers but the love everyone dreams off, I never experienced it before.

"I was and I am. I have fallen in love thrice", at first he was shocked at my question but he didn't hold back himself.

"May I know with whom? I mean the women, who managed to sweep your feet off", I winked at him and he started grinning.

He looks very handsome to his age. So it's quite easy to say that it's impossible for a woman to resist his charms when he was young.

"Only one woman. She made me fall for her thrice and she is my wife", I can see his eyes are filled with tears and he continued.