She Would Never Know [BTS X Reader]💜

Chapter 18

Kim Hyejin

I stared at him for a while. Is he the one who said that he would kiss me senseless? He is unconscious now. It would be a lie if I say I am not disappointed.

Very shameless of you.

My inner voice again smirked at me but I dismissed it right away and continued my focus on the man sleeping beside me with my arms in his arms.

I struggled a lot to come out of his grip but it all went into vain as he snuggled into me and put his head on my shoulders, made himself comfortable and I couldn't move anymore.

I observed his eyes before but he really has beautiful eyes but those are closed now. I released a heavy breath which made him snuggle more close to me.

I thought about not breathing for a while but I will die if I do so. I felt sad looking at his face.

He must have been alone all this time. I wonder how he handled all that without his people around him. I wanted to request Tae to forgive this man.

I forgot all the things he has done to me as I can see loneliness written all over his face. He is looking very beautiful sleeping peacefully.

What made him drink this much? He must have missed his Hyungs. His family.

It's hard for anyone to accept an outsider as a family and be comfortable with them in no time. But Tae and Jungkook tried their best by giving me the attention and care I wanted.

Jungkook must have been flirting with the women around him to be less lonely and to come out of the walls he built around himself.

I hurt him with my stupid attraction for him and ended up in a situation like this.

I dozed off in his arms.

I am not sure when I went to sleep. When I opened my eyes I was in a very unfamiliar place and my nostrils filled with a powerful scent.

Then pieces of memories from last night came into my mind, clearing my vision and I looked around his room.

He is nowhere.

Then I heard water running down in the washroom and I took this as a chance, I observed his room for a while.

The room screamed Jungkook. It's dark and lonely screaming for attention, love and a person.

I left his room and checked the time on my phone. It's 8 in the morning and a message caught my attention.

It's from my school classmate, Seo Woo jin. It's about a get together that is scheduled tomorrow in the evening and I dismissed it immediately.

My intestines are crying out of hunger. I didn't eat anything yesterday the whole day. I don't have any strength to make something for myself and a 5 person appetite man.

I ordered two sets of Tteokbokki and Jajangmyeon assuming Jungkook is also starving and would end up eating anyway.

I received the order, I opened mine and started eating. Within a few seconds, I heard him descend the steps and was standing in front of me.

From childhood, I have had this habit of leaving the past in the past and I think it's a waste of time to discuss something that has already happened. Because dragging the topic won't change anything that has already happened.

I gestured to him to have a seat and pointed at the food. He did like I asked him to do and is eating quietly. I also decided to be quiet as his words are lingering in my mind from the morning.

If you do not leave this room right now, I will kiss you, very hard and you will end up passing out again.

I released a heavy breath reminiscing his words and this made him look at me. I smiled at him and he didn't return it, instead tilted his head once to his right and continued eating.