She Would Never Know [BTS X Reader]💜

Chapter 58

Kim Hyejin

The sex marathon continued for three days. I am missing Jungkook a lot today as he left for his work.

I am always there to support him but the drive I have for him these days makes it hard to breathe without him around me.

Previously, it used to get hard to breath with him around me but now it got upside down. To get him out of my head, I am doing something unusual.

Cleaning the house.

This shows how abnormal I am functioning right now. I checked my phone more than 100 times for a message from him.

I changed the name against the number to Jeon from Hubby. I thought to text him but he will know that I am being desperate for him.

Jeon, the man said he is going to be busy for a while but the moment he gets free, he promised to call me. He will be back home by the evening anyway.

But in the evenings we generally don't waste time talking. We utilise time efficiently. To continue using it efficiently, I started taking the pills.

It's not that I am not ready for kids but I need to do something about my career and also Jungkook needs to get stable in his position.

I flinched when I heard someone enter the house and I came running down to see who it was.

"Appa", I am happy is an understatement.

It's been many days since I talked to him and I wonder why he is not living here anymore.

"Why are you not staying here?" I pouted and he was side hugging me patting my head.

"I can't be third wheeling, you know. I am not a nosy old man", he scrunched his nose and I laughed.

"You are too handsome to be old, Appa. What are you doing at Mr. Jeon's place anyway? Is it not boring? It's hard to have a conversation with him", he chuckled and shook his head.

"There is an association for people around our age. There is a beautiful park near his place. I am practically living in that park because of that association", he looked so excited talking about it.

I was excited to hear from him so I stayed put and he continued.

"We are around 20 to 25 people. Both the genders. Someone lost a husband and someone lost a wife and someone has family but you know why we gather?" He made it so interesting with the excitement in his voice and continued when I nodded vigorously.

"We need to tell any incident or memory that is happy, sad or funny whatever it is for 10 minutes daily. Each one gets a chance only once a day.

If we start around 11 in the morning it will be done around 5 in the evening. Of course lunch is included in between, they really offer a variety of side dishes but they are not as delicious as yours", that was really beautiful, reminiscing the best or worst memories.

I am continuously smiling at him, seeing him happy and I have never seen him like this even when Seokjin-shi is around.

"Appa, I totally forgot to ask you. I heard about the twin sisters but what about your best friend. Where is he now? His family?" I am genuinely curious and I can't believe I missed this detail for this long.

Within a snap, his face became so depressed but still he spoke.

"I lost him 30 years back, Hyejin-a. He got into a car accident and we found the car in a lake. There was a huge storm and we remember warning him not to go out but he didn't listen", his breathing went erratic and he continued.