She Would Never Know [BTS X Reader]💜

Chapter 20

Kim Hyejin

"Please give me 5 minutes. I will be back", I announced without looking at any of them in the living room who were waiting for me to explain what exactly happened to me.

I don't have the right frame of words to tell them. This is why everyone needs a woman in their life but I have none.

I lost my mother and I don't have a mother-in-law either. When things get hard you need a motherly figure to figure out what happened and what we need to do about it.

Especially now. For me.

I reached my room and splashed cold water on my face. I could still feel his touch and his scent. I wanted to burn these clothes and also myself to come out of the disgust I am feeling now.

I know I need to talk with the people who are waiting for me in the living room. I can't avoid them, not today. Telling them what happened includes thinking about what he has done to me again.

It's okay, Hyejin-a. You can do this.

I mentally prepared myself but I don't have any strength to do what I have to do now. I came out of the washroom and I found my husband on our bed, scrolling through his phone.

He looked at me and smiled. I felt all of my problems were solved with his smile. I ran to him, hugged him tightly. He did the same.

And then he is gone. One second he is with me and the next moment he is gone. At this moment, I felt he was still with me and this brought a smile to my face.

I finally pulled myself together and reached the living room.

Everyone looked at me and I still couldn't meet any of their eyes.

I went into the kitchen and drank a whole bottle of water. That made me feel a little better.

I came to the living room and settled myself beside Yoongi oppa. Appa is sitting across from us. Hoseok oppa is sitting beside Yoongi oppa. Tae and Jungkook are standing near the couch we are sitting on.

All eyes on me.

I clasped my hands and put them on my lap. I am trying to figure out where to start, how to start. In this process, my hands started shivering so to avoid that, I am holding my hands together tightly.

I felt Yoongi oppa's hands on mine and squeezing them, giving me all the confidence, courage and assurance to face this wicked world.

His touch made me feel at ease and I finally looked at him. He got startled looking at me. I don't know what he found on my face, he let out a heavy sigh.

Hoseok oppa reached the other side of me, "can you tell us what happened now? If not, we can discuss this later", his voice gave me the warmth but he looked mad as fuck when I looked at him.

"Seo Woo jin", I took a heavy breath which reached my stomach. Hoseok Oppa fisted his hand and I have never seen him lose his cool like this before.

I know what's going on in his mind. Because only he knows that bastard, Seo Woo jin confessed to me a few years back.

He took me into his arms and I snuggled close to him, placed my head on his shoulders and Yoongi oppa's hold on me tightened.

I felt at home when I am like this with them but I am still feeling empty. I have no idea about the emotions he must have been going through. I am going to visit him tomorrow no matter what.

Hold on Namjoon! I will come to you soon

"He trapped me. I know that he had feelings for me but he managed to corner me today. I believed him when he sent me a message about the school-gathering invitation", I finally managed to say and I am stable as of now.