She Would Never Know [BTS X Reader]💜

Epilogue

Kim Hyejin

"Don't touch anything, Oppa. Please I beg you", I screamed at Namjoon Oppa who is trying his best to help me.

Instead of helping me, he is spilling things here and there which is totally unintentional but it's getting on my nerves now.

"I was just trying to help you", his voice became so low but I don't give a damn about it because he might get hurt with all the things he is holding now in our kitchen.

My brothers, Jungkook's brothers and my best friend, arrived this morning at our place for the gender reveal party.

We ordered the food that we wanted and also the items to use for decoration. While a few things like setting all the utensils aside for taking out the side dishes into them, I am doing.

My sweet brother offered to help me and is here.

"It's okay. You please help Jimin and Tae with decorations in the living room, that's actually safe for you. Jungkook will be helping me here", I declared and he sighed.

"Come and help your wife", I thought it was Jungkook who just entered the kitchen while Namjoon Oppa stilled at my words.

As I am not getting any response, I lifted my eyes only to meet the eyes of my first love.

I practically melted looking at him and it's getting hard for me to stand near the kitchen counter. There is no surprise if I collapse then and there.

It's hurting me so much when he is looking at me as if I am a complete stranger to him.

"I will check the things in the living room", Namjoon Oppa said hastily before leaving the kitchen while I continuously stared at the world wide handsome.

As he is not saying anything, to break the silence, "I am sorry, Seokjin-shi. For making you as gender revealer in such a short span and thank you so much for coming and agreeing to be the one", I gulped the lump that's already formed in my throat.

I am able to feel the ache in the corner of my eyes indicating the outburst soon and it's getting hard to breath with each second.

"Hyejin-a", he is looking into my broken soul which was broken thanks to him.

I am so mad at him even though I clearly know that's not his fault. But it's unfair that he didn't remember me at all.

But wait? He just called me like he used to do in the past.

That means

"You know me?" I asked him and my voice was shaking. He nodded.

"So you lied", I confirmed this made him close the distance between us.

I couldn't move because everything is so overwhelming. Why did he have to go to that extent and lie to me and hurt me so much?

Only Jungkook and I know how much I went through yesterday once he left and acted as if he didn't know me at all.

And that's a lie.

I am holding the kitchen counter tightly. If not I will definitely collapse. And I am continuously biting my lower lip, fighting against my tears but failing.

They are already on their way on my cheeks.

I flinched when he cleared those tears from my cheeks and I looked into his eyes again.

My broken soul broke again looking into his eyes because he is also crying.

"I am so sorry for hurting you yesterday", he cupped my face and continued.