She Would Never Know [BTS X Reader]💜

Chapter 35

Kim Hyejin

I took a deep breath before entering the living room.

Tae, Namjoon oppa and Shiwoo are playing with building blocks.

I couldn't find Jungkook.

They didn't notice my presence yet. They are so lovely and I am confused how many kids are here.

Namjoon oppa was always smart as a kid. I never saw him meeting friends, playing games but he always read books.

Tae looked at me, gave me a smile which said 'I know everything is going to be fine'.

Only if he knew

I felt guilty and like Jungkook said, I felt two-timing. The agreement itself states two-timing.

They agreed to do it in the first place. They know that I gave a chance to each of them so I need to spend my time with them equally.

I let out a sigh and I was about to join them. I heard the blocks collapse and Shiwoo started crying.

It's not Namjoon oppa's fault this time. They started building them in the wrong way so it happened.

Moreover the baby must be hungry.

I took him into my arms and tried to calm him. While Tae and Namjoon oppa are looking at me apologetically.

"It's fine. He must be hungry", I assured them and took him to the kitchen.

I was on my way to the kitchen but I stopped in my tracks when I saw Jungkook in the kitchen.

He is drinking water, staring at nothing as if he was lost in thinking about something.

His muscles are flexing when he is holding the water bottle and the way water is flowing down in his throat, moving his Adam's apple, I am high again.

He looked at me, eyes widened and went still again.

After paying much attention I am able to believe him when he said he had feelings for me back then.

This answers why he checks me out, why he flirts with me, why his hands can't stay with him when I am around.

Memories of my room from earlier flashed in my mind, making me gulp.

"I am here to give him some milk", I pointed at the baby who was still sniffing, rubbing his eyes and he was looking at me and Jungkook taking turns.

I couldn't get what made him do so, Jungkook spitted the water from his mouth into the sink and was coughing vigorously.

I am here to give him some milk.

Shit! Milk!

Ugh! I hate him

"It's not what you think", I am trying to hide my embarrassment and he is smiling at me playfully.

"Now, hold him. I need to boil the milk", I handed the baby to him and Shiwoo didn't protest going into Jungkook's arms.

The boy liked the bunny

"He is Hoseok oppa's sister's son. Please be careful when you meet her she might end up beating you for hurting me", I finally answered his first question now and also warned him.

We were in comfortable silence for a while. I keep glancing at him while he is staring at me continuously.

"So, what are you planning to do? Please come with us. The home is not home without you", he is right, I need to get back to where I belong but I am not ready yet.