She Would Never Know [BTS X Reader]💜

Chapter 57

Kim Hyejin

Jungkook is avoiding my eyes. I am sure he heard those words. I made him look into my eyes by cupping his cheeks and he got away from my hold harshly.

He got up and is about to get off the bed.

"What are you doing? Didn't you hear what I just said?" He finally looked at me and my heart felt a pang when my eyes met his red ones.

"What happened, Jungkook? Are you okay?" Jungkook is breathing harshly but he stopped protesting my hold.

"Look at me, please. What's wrong?" and then I saw the tear rolling down on his left cheek.

"Oh my god, Jeon. I am sorry. I am so sorry", I hugged him tightly and we both were naked.

He didn't protest or hesitate but hugged me tightly. We were on his bed kneeling before each other which reminded me of the day he came to apologise at my place.

I heard him sob. I don't know what to do anymore so I held him tightly letting him know that I am not going to leave him.

With all of me.

The crying Jeon came out of my embrace and he is not sobbing anymore.

He placed his lips on mine cupping my cheeks. I felt the kiss is so soft for both of us and only our lips are moving against each other in sync.

Jungkook again managed to place me on his bed on my back, hovering me without breaking the kiss.

This kiss is purely out of years of untold words, longing and moreover out of love.

Please Jeon, give me those words

"Can I make love to you?" Jungkook requested with his pretty doe eyes after breaking the kiss.

I felt like I was talking to teenage Jungkook, whom I had a crush on and I am totally in love with current Jungkook.

I accepted all of him to be with him from now on.

Nothing will change anything.

Nothing will keep us apart anymore.

I nodded with a smile giving him all the assurance.

"It will be painful at first, hold onto me", he is being so serious and I didn't say anything against him and I nodded.

He gave his length a few strokes and I am always wet if he is around me.

When he looked at me, I gave him a nod to enter. I gulped when I felt him at my entrance.

Jungkook slowly entered me breaking me apart and I closed my eyes tightly and bit my lower lip to not scream.

That was so painful

Like he said, I hold on to him tightly by holding his shoulders while his arms are placed on my either side.

He stopped and didn't move for a while which made me open my eyes only to see his beautiful eyes.

There are no shadows, no guards and no more darkness.

"Shall I?" I nodded to move, "please look into my eyes", his voice is soft and I totally love this Jungkook too.

He started moving back and forth slowly. First few in and outs are so painful and I felt that I am about to get divided into two.

And then he increased the pace a little, turning the pain into pleasure.

We were not able to break eye contact and I could see his broken soul through his eyes.