Bliss (kimchay)

chapter 13

He jumps at my bed, I get out when he suddenly grabbed me.

"Kimhan..." I panic called him.

"Let's sleep," He said while his eyes closed and hugging me to close to him.

"This is not your room! ... What are you doing!" I start to struggle to free at him.

"I don't do anything, It's just ... my room is dark and your room is bright and warm so I want to sleep here." He said while hugging tightly of me.

"But..." I try to free at him again.

"Ssshh nathan might be awake if you keep noisy. Let's sleep..." He pulls the blanket over me and him.

He is hugging me and my heart beats fast. Not in fear, I just don't want to admit, but I fall for him. I start to love him, I fear that what if we don't feel the same? What if he doesn't like me? Does he fill disgust at me?

I can hear his heartbeat It's calm and warm. I snuggle and start to sleep with his arm.

"Goodnight... Kim..." I whisper, hoping he didn't hear me.

*Warning: Slightly Matured Content*

[Kimhan's P.O.V.]

It's been a year since porschay and I lived together with our son nathan. At first, he's very reluctant and cautious around me, but later on, he started to get easy around me which is I'm very thankful.

It's been hard for him to taking care of nathan, he would cry in the middle of the night, he would cry any time of the day when porschay's out of his sight, but despite all that he's always been the cutest baby of all.

It's been hard for me for the first few months, every time I saw porschay as he cuddles with our son while sitting on a rocking chair near the window, my heart would always flip. He keeps humming the soothing song that I felt familiar with a lullaby of our little angle.

I silently walked to him and place a kiss on his forehead and gently kiss our sleeping son. "I'm home," I said.

"Welcome back" He smiled replay at me.

"What's the title of the song you keep humming," I ask suddenly.

"I don't know." He honestly answered me. I chuckle at him.

I know the focations will ove the whol Calls and notifications will vibrate ven harder is when he accidentally confessed to me.

He's cooking breakfast when I heard him talking to the phone; I bet it's his brother since they've already been catching with each other. Not aware that I'm leaning on the door frame, he keeps talking.

"How 'am I supposed to tell him?" he asked worriedly. "What if he gets mad and throws us out?!"

I frowned, what is he talking about? Why would I throw him out? Is he seeing someone else? But that is not possible; he's never left home without me. So what could it possibly be?

I listened intently through eavesdropping is not a very good idea, something's urging me to do it anyway.

"I know... I know..." he turned off the stove but

remain standing in front of it. "...b-but I-I love

h-him..." he said silently but enough for me to

hear.

My eyes widened. Did I hear him right? Does he love me? Fuck! My heart started to pound like hell.

I walked towards him and wrapped my arms around him. He gasped; his phone almost falls off his hand so I grabbed it and turn it off.

"W-Wha-D-Did y-you-..." his breath hitched. "I'm s-sorry... I-I.." he's voice shaking.

I smirked as I kissed the back of his neck. He shuddered. "Ssshhh..." I put his phone down as I turn him around to face me. He faces is so flustered. "There's nothing to apologize..." I said awkwardly, this is the first time we've been this close to each other, after what I did but this is way too different. It feels good and warm.

I leaned closer until our lips touched. His eyes widened as I away from him. "Y-You k-kiss-"

I kissed him again, but I deepened it this time.

We're both panting hard when we pull away. I

smiled at him, "I didn't know you feel that way towards me..." He looked away blushing even harder. I pulled

his face towards me.

"Aren't you mad or disgusted?" he asked doubtfully.

I smirked as I kissed the tip of his nose, "why would I? I was surprised but you know what? I can't believe it! I'm so happy you love me too..." I hugged him tightly.

"You... love me too?" he asked in dumbfounded as he buried his face on my neck when I felt my shirt wet.

"Yes, I love you..." I felt him wrapped his hand around my waist sobbing. "I don't know how or when it started but I just felt it, and when I realized it I couldn't stop anymore," I confessed kissing the side of his head.

"I can't believe this is happening..., I'm so blessed... I'm happy" he cried as I rubbed his back.

"Come on, don't cry..." I lifted his chin. "We

should be celebrating," I chuckled as I leaned in

to kiss him again. But this time he responded.

My right-hand runs up to the back of his neck to push him even closer to me, and my left hand run down over his butt cheeks and squeezed it making him gasped. Giving me the chance to slip my tongue inside his warm mouth.

Damn it feels so good... It feels so right! His body is so perfect that we fit together as if we're made for each other.

He moaned as I moved my tongue in his mouth and he seems reluctant. I pulled away from his reddened face afraid that I might scare him off.

"I'm s-sorry... I hadn't been kissed before..." he said embarrassed. My heart swelled. Fuck,

back.

"Come on, don't cry..." I lifted his chin. "We should be celebrating," I chuckled as I leaned in to kiss him again. But this time he responded.

My right-hand runs up to the back of his neck to push him even closer to me, and my left hand run down over his butt cheeks and squeezed it making him gasped. Giving me the chance to slip my tongue inside his warm mouth.

Damn it feels so good... It feels so right! His body is so perfect that we fit together as if we're made for each other.

He moaned as I moved my tongue in his mouth and he seems reluctant. I pulled away from his reddened face afraid that I might scare him off.

"I'm s-sorry... I hadn't been kissed before..." he said embarrassed. My heart swelled. Fuck, which means I was his... First! Damn, I feel like an idiot for being so happy and proud.

I kissed him again. "It's alright, I'm glad..." I said between giving him butterfly kisses around his neck and shoulder. I've never thought that one day; I'll be kissing a guy with so much passion and love like this. My body starts to feel warm, shit I feel so hot and damn I need him so much!

He squirmed a bit trying to suppress his moans, "ki-kim... about b-breakfast...mmnn... s-stop..."