Bliss (kimchay)

chapter 1

[Porschay POV]

I've never been this shocked in my entire life existence before and I felt like my world is slow crashing down around me. and either does the doctor who's checking on me now is shocked.

it's neither a deadly diagnosis nor an incurable disease yet it's enough to rattle my whole world.

I can't believe what she was saying and this thing had never happened before. this is impossible yet here I 'am laying on a bed in a private clinic, absorbing the news of being pregnant for almost two months despite being a guy. how the hell is that even possible?

the idea scare me to death but what should I do now? the doctor said that I still have an option which is to because abort the baby, hah it is supposed to sound funny because unusual but I couldn't bring myself to laugh.

so still have the chance to escape this unacceptable situation and forget that this ever happened. that is a good idea I can have my life back and live normally the way I should.

but then something inside me is yelling that the thought I had is definitely wrong.

I reached my hand down to touch my flat stomach sub-consciously. there's a tiny life inside me now, then a sudden unfamiliar emotion flooded through my heart and I felt like crying.

I must be crazy but then I realized that living a normal life and forgetting this ever happened, forgetting that there was once a life inside me that I killed just to live a happy life is completely unbearable.

I might just know about him or her a few minutes ago yet I'm starting to feel this overly protective side that even I didn't know to exist in me. I couldn't let anyone hurt my baby even from myself.

that is why I made my decision to keep my baby. that decision makes me happy and alive after all I 've been through.

the doctor gave me a vitamins and she seems to be happy with my decision and I promised to never tell a soul about me, I don't want people to experiment on me let alone my baby.

*warning:violence and sexual content! *

[Porschay POV]

it's been two months since I went to this place to hide. I sighed remembering how my past few months turned into living hell before I managed to escape.

it is not my fault that my parents were killed by who knows who. my father ows a shipping company and my mother is an actress who quit after marrying my father. they adopted a young boy who's been abandoned at their doorstep., they named him porsche and he is my older brother.

three years later and they had me. my mother is fond of me and she named me porschay they made a good and loving parents and treated me and big brother equally through they all pampered me. my father and mother spoiled me while big brother is overprotective over me and won't anyone hurt me even after admitting my sexual preference to them. they still accepted me liking guys and I loved them for it. I couldn't wish for more. it's a picture of a perfect family until they died.

and that fucking deceitful lawyer of my dad by the name of he peng that as an opportunity to take over the company my brother I can't do anything about it since my brother is not blood relatives to take over and i'm not suitable enough to manage the company.

the dammed lawyer blackmailed me, saying that he will sell the company that my dad worked hard for and kill my brother. he forced me to framed, the heir of a multi-company

he brought me to the luxurious hotel and prepared a suite where I will wait and we will execute the plans.

I was shell shocked when the door of the suite burst open. three men entered., carrying clearly intoxicated a man with them. my phone rang as one of the three men started removing the unconscious man's clothes then leave after. my hand shakily and answer it nervously.

I dropped my phone unconsciously after hearing the insane instructions he wanted me to do.I can't do it to the poor man and I can't stop the low. but then again, if I disobey I will lose everything .

I stood near the man on the bed and admired how good looking he is, no he is beyond gorgeous. I blushed as I brushed my gaze over his naked body. his skin is white perfectly sculpted muscle, the bisceps and abs looked so strong. and I blushed even more as I gazed further down. I shook my head then I heard him groan, God's, even his voice is so manly. I shook my head again. this is not the time to admire someone who will soon hate me until the day I die.