Love of Our Lives

Chapter 47 - Out Of My Comfort Zone

Yoongi and Cheryl bought dinner back for all of us to eat and after dinner, we were watching thishorror movie together. This horror movie I had watched it before and it scared the hell out ofme. This horror movie is from Japan and it's call Ju-On. I have watched it's Prequel, Part 1, 2, 3and I couldn't take it. It was so scary that it even freaked me out until now. I was covering myeyes all the way with my hands. Yoongi and Cheryl both seems to be enjoying the horror moviewhile I was closing my eyes almost throughout the whole movie. Jimin was teasing me while wewere watching the movie. Well...he didn't knew that this horror movie would freaked me out thismuch.

After the movie, all of us went back to the room to rest. I was still feeling freaked out by themovie. I was so scared that I wasn't talking much and still shaking out of fear. Jimin closed hisbedroom door and was glancing at me and saw that my face wasn't looking like it's usual. He cameover to me and asked if I was okay. I was shivering somehow. Still couldn't get over those scenesfrom Ju-On. "Hey my sweetheart, are you okay? You seemed freaked out quite badly." Jiminasked with a concerned look on his face. "Yeah...not really okay bur I should be fine soon. Iwatched Ju-On before but it still freaks me out until today. I still cannot get over those scaryscenes from the movie..." I replied. "Ahh...why didn't you tell me just now? We could just switchedto another movie so that you won't feel freaked out." Jimin questioned. "It's alright, Jimin. I sawthat Yoongi and Cheryl are both enjoying the horror movie so I don't want to spoil their mood." Ianswered.

Jimin stroked and patted my head saying "Silly girl, I am sure Yoongi and Cheryl wouldn't mind itall." And he was standing even closer to me this time round with his face so close to mine! Myface blushed again. I was already freaked out by the movie earlier and now Jimin is standing withhis face this close to me again. My heart is racing and burning, I am feeling so hot all over myface. Where should my eyes be focusing? I am not able to look at Jimin straight in his eyes as hiseyes are making me weak, weaker. Jimin then pushed my chin up and asked "Why is your facelooking so red? Are you really sure that you are alright, my sweetie? Jimin's face is even closerright now. Oh my gosh~ My heart couldn't stop racing. It's like as though there is a accelerationbutton on my heart and someone had just stepped on it. And yes, someone did just stepped on itand that person is non other than Park Jimin himself.

Jimin then suddenly closes in further and land his luscious lips on mine. "Hopefully this willdistract you from the horror movie earlier on and don't worry, I am right here with you." Jiminwhispered into my ears. My heart is racing now not because of the horror movie but is because ofJimin!! I felt so vulnerable around Jimin. One look, one glance or just one stare from Jimin'seyes and that's it for me. His eyes always gets me. His eyes are so mesmerizing, so beautiful plushis lips too, his lips are plump and luscious. Then suddenly, I could feel his tongue slipped inand playing with mine. I was startled a little and Jimin saw what happened. "I'm so sorry...did Ihurt you? Do you want me to stop?" "Nono you didn't hurt me at all. It's okay... I am just surprisedby your sudden kiss." I answered Jimin almost immediately. But I knew that I was already dyinginside. "You sure?" Jimin asked while landing his luscious lips onto mine again. I nodded my headgently and let Jimin kissed me again. His lips are so plump and soft. My legs wobbled a bit that Ialmost fell down. Oh no...

Jimin managed to catch me in time and before I knew it, I was already in his arms. He scoopedme up and bridal carried me over to the bed. He lay me down while still kissing me. I could feelhis tongue swirling with mine. This kiss seemed different, it is more intense yet passionate andJimin has never kissed me like this before! Is he sure that he just wanted to distract me from thehorror movie or he wanted something else...? I thought to myself. The next moment, I couldfeel him caressing my hair, ears, face, neck. His breathing is so heavy and I could feel it on mycheeks. What's with Jimin? Why is he behaving like this?

Just before I could process any of this, Jimin whispered into my ears "I know that you have beenhurt in your past relationships but I want to let you know that our relationship will be differentfrom any of them. I want you and I want to be with you. I want to let the others know that youbelongs to me and only to me, Park Jimin. I won't let the others hurt you anymore now that we'retogether. I will protect you with my life. I want you my sweetheart...And I am gonna make youmine tonight so that nobody else could take you away from me. And I only belongs to you too mydear...Let me know if you feel uncomfortable doing this and I will stop. Just let me know..." Gosh!Jimin's voice is so soft and gentle. His words are so reassuring and comforting. I couldn't resisthim at all as I know my feelings for Jimin are real and I only want to be with Jimin and nobodyelse. I am willing to give myself to him.

"I only want to be with you, Jimin. I feel the same way as you. And I will overcome my pastbecause I know that you will be overcoming it with me. I want to be with you and I want you too,Park Jimin..." I whispered back into Jimin's ears, leaving a warm smile on his face. Jimin's smile isever so charming. "I promise I'll be gentle...I don't wanna hurt you." Jimin added. Jimin thenslowly starts to caress and leaving kisses all over my body. His touch is so gentle yet it brings akind of sensation that I could never describe. He was so careful with his touch so as not to hurtme in any ways. I could feel his hands traveling from my face down to chest, to my stomach andto my thighs. He slowly undressed me and then himself, leaving us with just bare skins right now.We are now fully exposed to one other with nothing to hide. He was laying himself on top of me,covering me with the warmth from his skin. It feels so bare yet so right.

With Jimin being inside of me, I moaned and groaned out of pleasure softly making sure I wasn'tbeing heard. Jimin was smiling at my moans and groans and then he gave me a long intense andpassionate kiss before hugging me from the back. "You're mine. I love you my sweetie..." Jiminsaid to me softly.