It'll Be Okay - Shawn Mendes
Asterin's POV
I got a feeling. The first feeling in a fucking while, but a feeling nonetheless. It was absolute boiling rage.
That was before the call.
Incoming call from Platonic Soulmate Izzy Glizzy :P...
Why the hell is izzy calling me?
The rage got worse, but it wasn't my anger and I knew that now.
Answer
"Izzy?" I asked, voice whispered.
"I'm fucking sorry! I didn't mean to act the way I did! I didn't mean to abandon you or take Ranboo's side! I meant none of it!"
"Izzy, what's going on?"
"I just stole Will's fucking car! I'm driving to god fucking knows where! I turned off my fucking locations and I'm speeding and I have no drivers license! I wanna go fucking home but you're all the way in the United States and I can't just fly there without telling anyone and I miss you and I'm sorry!" She said, her voice cracking and breaking. The anger boiled down and turned into complete and utter heartbreak.
"Turning into me, aye?" I joked, wiping a tear that fell from my eye.
"Shut up." She laughed.
"Where are you Izzy?" I asked, pulling up my messages with Tommy.
"I don't know." She sobbed.
"Pull over and turn your location back on for me, Iz." I said calmly. She did as I instructed and tried on her location.
I pulled it up and screenshotted it and sent it to Tommy.
"Stay there and tell me what happened." I said softly. Before I could even think about it, I faceted her. Anxiety bubbled in my chest, but it was just Izzy. It was just izzy.
I was more anxious about her finding out where I was, not the fact that she's answering my FaceTime.
"Long time no see." I laughed, wiping my face.
"Ha ha, I know." Izzy laughed, banging he head off of the steering wheel as she sobbed.
"What happened?"
"My mom said I was like my dad." She sobbed. My own anger started up, flaring red inside of me.
"Why the fuck?" I asked, voice quiet with astonishment.
"We got into a bad fight. She was screaming about me and at me in front of everyone, Ash. Then she said i'm just like my dad and I broke and I left. I don't know where I am. I wanna go home but I can't because we don't talk anymore. Kai told me you think I don't know you and I promise I do know you. I don't know what's going on with me lately. I want my best friend back but i feel like you hate me and you have good reason to." She ranted. I didn't hate her and I'd always be here for her no matter what. How does she not know that? "Everything's just shit"
"I'll come to Nottingham and beat your mother." I joked, trying to come up with some advice. "Do you want advice or just a listener?"
"I don't know." She sobbed, moving the seta back and pulling her knees to her chest.
"Well let's start off with the fact that I don't hate you. It has recently felt like you don't know me, but that's not on you either. I havent reached out and that's on me but you haven't either and that's on you. I don't know what is and what isn't anymore. I do know, though, that no matter what you have me. I love you and that's never changed and it never fucking will. You know you're nothing like your asshole father, you know that. Her words mean nothing because they aren't true. You're one of the best fucking people I know, Isabella. You need to go back to Will's though, Izzy." I said, trying to say the right words because they we're currently failing me.
"Why'd she say that though?" Izzy asked and I knew she was trying not to cry even more.
"Because she's a fucking bitch. She doesn't know you and she doesn't care that she doesn't know you! You are amazing Izzy and you're nothing like that fucking asshole of a child you have the unfortunate reality of calling your father." I said, letting my anger fuel my words. How could anyone compare Izzy to him? How could anyone even think she's anything like him?
"Asterin! Why are we cussing!" Sapnap yelled as he barged in the spare room. Anxiety always has a reason to be I guess.
"Oh my god, I'm so sorry you're busy. I'll call you later." Izzy blurted out. "Im sorry, Ash."
"No, Iz wa-"
The line disconnected.
"Fucking hell, Nick." I said, trying to calm the anger I'm about to misdirect at him.
"What?" He asked, confused to all hell.
"Impeccable fucking timing." I mumbled, sitting up in bed I was laying in. "You should go to London."
"Wait what? I mean I planned to go soon because George isn't doing too hot, but why all of a sudden?"
"My best friend is going through a shit time and I can't go."
"Why can't you?" He asked, sitting next to me on the bed.
"Because, I can't just drop everything to help her when she's not helped me a bit since Ive fallen down the rabbit hole, Nick! I love Izzy more than fucking life! She's my fucking soulmate, but ive needed her and she wasn't here! I can't just pick up my life and leave to go help her! It's so selfish and I know but-"
"No, stop. I'll go check on her." Nick said, smiling softly at me.
"We're about to use ex boyfriends money to buy you a ticket to London. Gogy and Nick meetup." I joked, pulling out my computer to get him a ticket.
I want to help, but I can't. I know if I go and I help it'll cause a fight and she doesn't need that.
She doesn't need me.
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