Life's Greatest Gift || Jack Manifold ✔️

nineteen :P

Lie To Me - 5 Seconds of Summer

Jack's POV

I looked out of Tom's bedroom window and saw Kai walking into Izzy's house with a wide smile, accompanied by Will and another tall man. He looked about Kai's age.

you look happy

How many people did she lead me on with?

I didn't mean to cuss her out, but fuck dude that shit hurt. I literally went to call her and before I could I was spammed on twitter and tagged in a post and my heart just fucking broke.

remember thinking that i got this right

"Have you tried letting her explain?" Tommy asked, throwing a ball in the air and catching it as he laid on his bed.

"No, why the fuck would i?" I asked, staring at him with an exasperated look.

"Because she has the right to explain herself. You really think she's just gonna face reveal and dip? Never mind face revealing from a different person's account?"

"It's not about that, its about the fact that they're obviously with their ex, Tom. Who's side are you on?"

"Oh hell no! If ive learned anything from Asterin and Ranboo and the love of my life it's that you don't pick sides." Tommy said, sitting up and staring at me. "Jack, I have a question."

"Shoot." I said, looking down and playing with the sleeves of the jacket I was wearing.

"Why do you make it so everyone runs away?"

I heard a tap on his window before it was opened.

I thanked god I got out of that one.

"How the fuck do you just dangle in the damn air?!" I heard Kai ask in a shocked manner. I swiveled around in the gaming chair and locked eyes with her.

i know that you don't but if i ask you if you love me

"It gets easier over time. Where are my dogs? Will is holding off my mother for this moment." Izzy said, locking eyes with Tom. He sighed before standing up and taking her to the dogs, leaving me to awkwardly sit in a room with Kai while she just stared around the room in awe.

"It looks different on streams and calls." Kai laughed, their voice filled with amusement. I pulled out my phone and captured a picture of it quickly before standing and pocketing it just as fast.

"It's getting late, gotta run." I said, scratching the back of my neck and swiping my keys from his desk.

"Jack wait-"

"No." I said, walking out the door. Kai followed me downstairs and all the way to my car.

Why was she so persistent, jesus fuck.

"Let me fucking explain!" Kai yelled at me.

"Why should I! I fucking fell in love with you, Kai! All the while you were going off fucking around with your ex!"

"Did it ever occur to you that maybe I wasn't?!" She basically screamed.

"Sure fucking looks like it from the damn post, Kai!"

i hope you lie lie lie lie lie to me

"Why the fuck would I when I fell in love with you! You're fucking everything and now you're just leaving without letting me say my side! I thought we were in this together!" She screamed at me.

"Well i guess you were wrong." I said, getting into my car and slamming the door behind me. I drove off to my house and fuck, I should have just listened.

it's 3:00 am and the moonlight's testing me

I laid out, staring at the moon we always watched together on the phone. It's only been two months and yet I'm so infatuated and consumed by them.

Ive let my emotions bring me to this point. I haven't once thought about the repercussions because they just have that effect on me.

I let the tears slide down the side of my face as I realize what the fuck Ive done.

I ain't happy

I need to fix this, I just don't have the willpower.

I need to hear them out, I just don't want whats going through my head to be true.

It's the first night were not sleeping on the phone snd here I am, just staring at the sky accepting

i hate this

Half of me wishes we'd never met.

'cause you're too hard too forget

Just because I know I wouldn't be sitting here in pain.

I caused it though. I know not to believe what I see on the internet, but anything to self sabotage right?

i hate myself