My first boyfriend will be great
He will take me on dates
He'll hold my hand
He'll kiss me like the world is on fire
My first boyfriend will be kind
He will always use his manners
His "thank you's and pleases" will come naturally
He will be kind to everyone he meets and treat them with respect
My first boyfriend will be work driven
He will be passionate about anything he does
He will have a drive like no one else I know
My first boyfriend will be cute and intelligent
He will be a subtle cute, not the model type
He will hold himself with grace and humility
And his mind will be the reason I love him
My first boyfriend will be protective
He will stick up for me and listen to my worries and problems
He will convince me not to go to certain events
he will explain why it would be bad
I believe him
My first boyfriend will be sweet
He will be my first physical fight
He will be the bruise on my eye
And in the morning, his sweet-nothings will be enough for me to stay
My first boyfriend will be loyal
He will accuse me of cheating
He will yell and shout
Proving his loyalty after all this time
I will yell back
My boyfriend will be self-aware
He will admit that he cheated
But he will promise that it only happened once
And won't happen again
My boyfriend will be consistent
He will say he cheated again
And beg for forgiveness
My boyfriend will be resourceful
He will admit to another affair
And another
And another
And when I tell him I'm leaving
He'll hit me
And in the morning he'll have bought me flowers
My boyfriend will be a wall
He'll keep me locked in
And threaten me when I try to leave him
So I'll stay
My boyfriend will grow sick of me
He'll find someone new
But he'll still keep me close
My boyfriend will cheat
He will blame me
He'll deny it
My boyfriend will be kind
My boyfriend will be sweet and buy me flowers
My boyfriend will kiss me like it's the last time
And it will be
My boyfriend
Will be someone I don't want to be with
My boyfriend will be a wish I once had
My boyfriend will be a temporary fix to a burning hole in my heart
My boyfriend will no longer be my boyfriend
He won't be my friend
He will simply be a boy
That I once knew
And all I have to remember him by
Are the bruises on my cheek
And the taunting voice in my head
My boyfriend
