a 4 letter word

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Love is a four-letter word

Simple enough, right?

So then why when you say it

Is it paragraph after paragraph

Never answering the question I pose to you

A vague empty monologue that doesn't even include me

You wrote your story

And chose to leave me out of it

Word games are a funny thing

They often dance around the word without actually saying it

So I'll ask you again and again

"do you love me?"

And the answer will still be a overflowing of words

A poem almost

Only the poet doesn't understand that symbolism

As beautiful as it is

Can only be used when the

Clues lead up to

A concise answer

And so I stop asking

I stop talking

To you

I let you write your story

And wonder if I was in any of the other chapters

Did you write about the time we first met?

Did you mention the time that we had a fight in the kitchen?

Did you scribble down the messages we sent back and forth?

When we saw each other at the bars

All of our banter back and forth at work

Did you ever put it to pen and paper?

Or was I just a secret you kept?

Was my character too much for you to put into words?

Or was it so insignificant that it wasn't even worth mentioning?

The author gets to write what they want

And no reader can decide for them

Or rather the writer shouldn't be influenced by what the audience wants

However I thought my character would make it in at least one chapter

Even for a brief moment

A lingering thought

Or a vignette of a past time

But I never was

You chose to write me out of the story

Selective memory I guess

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