songs I wrote For Fun

Betrayed

You were my friend
why did you become a fiend ?

I treated you like family
but you betrayed me

like I didn't even matter
You broke our friendship bracelet
All because of a cash bet
I gave you my heart and you make it shatter

I helped you
In your worst state
I covered up

All your worst mistakes
I still wonder how could you be so ingrate ?
I'm going to lose myself at this rate

  And I take the blame for your misbehave
You threw me away like a dirty condom
Didn't expect you to be such a knave
I shouldn't let this friendship blossom

Now that I am spent
I'm done
I'm left with my lament
100th percent alone

I don't believe anymore
All because of your upheaval
I began to doubt people
By questioning  their behavior

Raking my head by stupid whispers
Taking the lead by spewing doubts
Trembling in my own whimper
How could I let this sprout ?

all this as a result
of all the sweet lies,
that now pierce
my heart in all its fierce

all of this could have been prevented
Maybe it is in another dimension
Where you are less demented
Where my distress was in your attention

But you won't leave my mind
Even after i realised I was blind

You were such an angel
An angel who put me in hell

But still one that I had loved
Even if I had misjudged

I would have still met you
I would have still let you

Now what we shared ,
Are just memories of memories
Now I am impaired
Stuck in my own reveries

You marked your existence,
in my own being
You stomped your presence without any greetings

But I will move on
And improve on
While you are stuck in the cycle of pain
Wasting your life in vain

Goodbye my friend
For our friendship it's the end