songs I wrote For Fun

Obsessed Fan

Going to work at the sound of your voice
Feeling all the melody within
We're so close, I hear your inner voice
The boundaries between us are so thin

I got a job because of you
You gave me warmth in my life of blue

I keep dancing though the way you shine
Only you can make me flutter at a smile
I need you to understand my heart
You are the only thing keeping me from falling apart

I would be satisfied just from smelling your shirt
You don't need to be kind, I'm just dirt

As you are perfect, so majestic
You don't feel like a real person
That is why your love feels like magic
As you are not present in person

By only your voice, even if there's a screen
I could feel all the feeling hidden in-between
We had the same choice, you made me feel seen
I'll accept every part of you, including your spleen
As you reign in my heart as a splendid queen
No one can deny that for you, I'll make a scene

You are mine, I know everything
No need to be shy, love doesn't sting

As you were at that magnificent stage
We had locked eyes or was it my illusion ?
You sing so lustfully, you were clearly enraged
But you seem so sexy in my delusion

Even if there's a million people, you are here for me
You don't need to hide it, baby
You only feel free in my arms
I'll protect you from any of their harms

I'll crush them, send dead threats
They can't love you like I do
All those people see you as an attraction
While I crave to even taste your sweat
Contrary to others, I'll never let you go
No one can understand the fractions

Of what I'll do for you
No one will get a clue

I know everything that makes you tick
I know your shampoo and your body gel
I imagine the day that you will let me lick
Savour all your body, I bet you taste so well

All I ever needed is your lovely touches
I will never mind if you happen to hit
As it would only build up the thrist
I would feel grateful to even have your spit

I fret at your naked skin in your music videos
You were clearly parading for my eyes
So I shaped your form as my body pillow
Since it's your place to be, there's no lies

If you were all mine, I wouldn't feel like crossing the line
Because the dreadful thrill is keeping me awake
Remember my name please, see all the love signs
I love you so much it aches

I want to carve your name on my skin
That is why I got a tattoo of you in my private place
Everything I ever did was for your sake
Maybe I enjoy it too much, is it really a sin ?
For me to show that you make my heart race
Don't worry, I don't care if you are fake

You are mine, I already know everything
No need to be shy,  all you need to do is sing

I can see the real you, I'm the only one
All the others have shown none
I'll kill myself with a deadly gun,
For you...don't worry, it might just be a stun

But don't you dare refuse my love
You are just a lonely dove
So pure, I'll devour and devote
Have you received all the letters I wrote ?

I marked them with your favourite aroma
I also sent a dress with your exact measurements
You'll look so good that I'll fall into a coma
Baby, it's real, I think ? We have the same sentiments

Lost my mind, I fell for the persona
That showed me everything I wanted to be
Fool myself into this frenzy coma
You are like a bird that's free

You are not me
You are not real
I hate you for ignoring me
I love you for singing for me

I love you,
Maybe I lost some screws ?