The Crush

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Today I saw you wearing a t-shirt
When you usually wear a sweater

I couldn't take my eyes of you
I couldn't take my eyes of you

I can remember every time
That I heard you say my name
It feels like a crime
I feel shame

I shouldn't lust for you
I shouldn't crave for you
It's a pain
I know that I can't forget
But I won't regret

Because of you
I finally understand 'i love you'
Those three words
Now hold so much power

I could never fathom it
I could believe it

But you made me love
But now I have to shove

I hold so much passion
And it became a burden

Am I pervert ?
For wanting your touch
Or am I a flirt ?
How can I judge ?

There's no textbook on crushes
Why do i feel this rush ?

Love is so complex
So much that I need a text

I'm not equipped
I'm stuck in this conflict

My heart won't listen
My ears keep getting deafen

I need help
But I can't confess

Or I will melt
I don't want to become less

Less of me !

Changing make my feet cold
While my stomach is getting warm

All those things
The beating rising

This crush is making me grow
Making me feel low

But I will open the door
Unlock the window

This is my chore
I'm prepared like a widow

This love is new
It won't undo

But I will go through it
It's not a sin

It's goes through my skin
But I will live it

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