I still look at our old pictures.
I remember how happy we once were,
how I ruined it.I remember all the times your were the only one that could make me smile.
It's getting easier,
especially knowing that you never loved me
and knowing that you moved on.I think I'm finally getting over you,
after months and months of pain and hurt
I'm finally starting to feel better.You'll never know that I changed,
you wanted me to the whole time we were together but I couldn't change for you.
I had to change for myself,
I had to want to change for myself.You'll never know that I changed
but you were the one that made me realize that I needed to.

YOU ARE READING
Forever & Over
PoesiaI wrote most of these when I was in a really dark time in my life it felt like I was drowning and sinking but now I finally learned how to float and breathe again. When I look back at these mistakes and this undescribable pain, I like to still wri...