I have so many thoughts racing through my head at every second,
but sometimes none of those thoughts are good.
Sometimes there about how I could hide the cuts that I have lined up across my body.
Sometimes there about how I should cut just a little deeper because if I died I wouldn't have to worry about anyone seeing the cuts but sometimes they're about you.
Thinking about you is worse than any cut.
Thinking about you makes me want to cut just to take the pain away.
You hurt me worse than anyone or anything else could and I still love you unconditionally.
Sometimes things just don't work out and maybe one day the thoughts will finally win.
YOU ARE READING
Forever & Over
PoezjaI wrote most of these when I was in a really dark time in my life it felt like I was drowning and sinking but now I finally learned how to float and breathe again. When I look back at these mistakes and this undescribable pain, I like to still wri...
