Christmas is 4 days away.
I'm 16 now and nothing really feels the same.
I'm in the car and I see the Christmas lights that once made me smile.
Why doesn't it feel the same?
There's no surprises anymore, I already know what my Moms getting me.
I unwrap the presents and pretend to be surprised because we went to the store and picked it together unlike the old times.
Why can't we just go back to when Christmas was the time of the year that no one could wait for.
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