Doctor Annabelle (GxG)

part 9

5 YEARS AGO (PAST MEMORY)

I was never good at following orders so when a psychotic man decides to hold me hostage, I could keep my mouth shut only for a little bit before my mouth takes control. Sometimes I am as shocked as the person listening because my mouth does not have a filter when I'm caught off guard

So here Brian was sitting across my table holding a gun expecting me to beg for my life and be submissive to his male controlling ego.

"So what is this about really? I assume you are one of those" i said

"One of those what?" He growled trying to intimidate me.

"Psycho ass bitches who needs serious help and should be locked up in psych ward" I spoke with a knowing smirk

"Shut the fuck up! Shut up! Shut up!" Of course, never call a psychotic man psycho

"I am guessing that's a yes" I chuckled darkly watching his crazy start to show

Don't even think i am a tough bad ass bitch. I grew up watching crime shows and serial killer documentaries. And it was not my first time being held hostage but it was tiring and honestly scary.

"No, I'm not crazy. I just like to take what's mine...."

I looked at him processing his words before I busted out laughing

"Why are you laughing, shut up!!!!" He shot on the wall behind me and then put the gun on my head. That's how I shut up and realized I was in deep shit.I became scared of him because he was really going to kill me and I did not want to die

"You will shut up and listen to me. Do you understand?" He pointed the gun at my head

"Okay"

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My grandmother called me early morning asking if I could come see her and I had agreed. Ever since I got promoted my grandma had been more harsh and cruel towards me. She was not happy when I told her about it but she knew me enough to remember i did not live by people's feelings

If she had problem with me....she would deal with it. They were her feelings to deal with after all.

"Good afternoon Dr Annabelle" Valentina said with a horse voice. Her eyes were swollen from crying

"Hello Valentina. How are you feeling today?"

"Like shit." She looked like she was going to cry

Valentina dealt with her emotions by crying, i had noticed this. Her tears were always so close

"Tell me how you are really feeling"

"Worthless and pathetic and fucking sad"

"How come?"

"Yesterday was visiting day and dad did not show up. The only person I'm comfortable with talking to was unavailable"

"I am sorry about that, there was a matter i had to deal with. I will show you something when we are done talking"

"It's just finally sinking in that my dad does not love me. Both my parents does not want me and It hurts. I'm all alone and I have to have my own back. If something happens, i have to deal with it on my own and If i fall i have to pick myself up, alone" she wiped her tears