Doctor Annabelle (GxG)

part 14

I woke up in the middle of the night from a nightmare, it was of the day Jayson went missing. I got up and stayed in the gym then got dressed and drove to get flowers before visiting him.

Flashback

"Mommy my tummy hurts, please no school" Jayson,  my son, held his tummy and I made a thinking face.

"If the future scientist who is going to discover a cure to this big virus that will destroy a lot of families skips school and becomes a failure, who is going to save the world in the future"  i said widening my eyes and gasped then fell on the ground dramatically.

"I just fainted because we are all going to dieeeeee" I cried out holding my hand on top of my head my little boy giggled watching me be dramatic still.

"Ohh nooo, the world is going to end" i stood up running out and i heard him running after me in giggles.

"Mommy I'm the smartest person in the whole world so i wont fail if i miss one class" he explained with a serious face but his words were coming out weird because he lost some of his teeth recently.

"You never know" I said throwing my hands on my sides.

"You are as dramatic as they come Mommy" he rolled his beautiful black eyes and I gasped again feigning hurt and panic.

"Ouch, i got this virus called heartbreak, it's caused by sons hurting their Mommies " i laid down pretending to die.

"Do not worry mommy, Dr Jayson will save you. I have the antidote" he sat on my chest and started kissing me all over the face.

"I love you Mommy" he whispered and i gave a dramatic breath in and out pretending to be back alive.

"I am alive. Dr Jayson saved me. You are my hero Dr Jayson" i showered his cute face with kisses making him giggle.

"You are my all time hero Mommy" Jayson placed a small kiss on my cheek.

Then i started shaking him as i carried him to the bathroom getting ready for preschool.

He was still starting  to learn about new diseases then come home and use it in the morning so he didn't have to go to school. It never worked but it was always funny watching him try to fool me.

End of Flashback

"I miss you so much Jayson. But Mommy is a big girl so I will be okay if you are okay wherever you are. I hope you are happy."

You took my happiness with you when left me behind.

You took my heart with you my love.

Mommy will always love you.

I cleaned his grave. It was not that dirty because I paid this girl who really needed some money for food. I offered her a job to clean my son's grave everyday and then found her a place to stay. I pay her good money enough for food and clothes and a place to stay

But i did things differently because i was his Mommy, his hero. I came once a month to see him. I sing him a birthday song and put the flowers on top of the grave. I just sat there remembering all our memories together

Flashbacks

"Mommy may i have some ice cream please"
Jayson gave me puppy dog eyes and the cutest pout ever but then i saw something at the corner of his mouth. Some chocolate.