Doctor Annabelle (GxG)

Part 35

VALENTINA

Tara was the one who caught us talking.

"Vera, escaping would be a bad idea. You will get caught and then you will be stuck in a bed drugged up." Tara worried trying to convince Vera.

"Then I won't get caught. I have been out of here before, I came back in without getting caught" Vera rolled her eyes.

That was because Angelina helped her out and I'm sure even her way back in too. Honestly, Vera was truly loved by Angelina. She threatened the woman's daughter and killed Angelina's husband yet Angelina still loved her. Vera had every right to be mad about Angelina hiding her marriage but sleeping with someone else had nothing to do with that.

When you are in love with someone, letting someone else touch you should make your skin crawl. When I slept with Dr Tina, I imagined Dr Annabelle the whole time. But Dr Tina could never fuck me like Dr Annabelle could. Dr Annabelle just touched me different.

"....fuck then I will come with you" I got out of my thoughts to hear Tara say.

"I might get caught"

"I have nothing to lose." Tara shrugged sitting beside Vera.

"Whatever you guys are planning, can you do it after this week?" I asked but it came out as a demand

"Why?"

"Because I'm getting out" I declared with a blank face.

"Whoaw, you just came in a few months ago, how are you already getting out?" Tara said standing up.

"That's because Valentina is not in here for something extreme. She was just depressed and suicidal" Vera pouted looking at me.

"Really?, I always thought Valentina killed a bunch of people. You give me sociopathic vibes" Tara grinned at her own words.

"At least I am not the one with anger issues" I jabbed at Tara.

"Valentina you have all kind of issues. Mommy issues, daddy issues, anger issues..." Tara was laughing the whole time Vera listed my issues. I flipped them off then left the room leaving them laughing together. I had a session with my wife.

Fucking meth heads.

When I sat down in front of Dr Annabelle and her eyes landed on me, I felt my stomach jumb with a bunch of crocodiles swimming in there. Today I wanted Dr Annabelle close. I needed her to touch me. Any sort of skin contact but I just shifted in my seat then she asked how I was.

"Uh I don't know how I am feeling right now but I don't want to discuss my feelings today"

Dr Annabelle nodded as a gesture to say it's ok.

"Is there something particular you want to discuss with me?" Dr Annabelle asked

"Yes, its about my future. Since I'm getting out, I'm worried about who I am outside of this place. I'm going out in the real world and I'm so scared Dr Annabelle. What if the little progress I have made goes down the drain. I want to be strong. To be a strong confident woman" i clarified and there was a look of proudness in Dr Annabelle's eyes. I hoped that was the case.

"Tell me more about the type of woman you want to be"

"Well I don't want to be a weakling who is always crying and cutting to get through life. I know bad days happen, I want to be able to get myself out of those bad days and remember that one bad moment of life does not define me. I want to stand on my own two feet and I'm not saying I won't ask for help, I will because sometimes we all need help but I want to lean on someone not put my whole weight on them" the further I said what was in my mind, the more I wanted to better myself.