fimilure feelings

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I GOT HERE BEFORE CHISHIYA!?.. how- no why? Where the fuck is he?
There's no way I'm here first.. I'm smart but not that smart! Unless chishiyas questions were REALLY hard to solve..
I smiled thinking about it. I got here before chishiya! I'm never going to let him live this down!
I let out an audible victory cheer before I sat down near the wall to relax. Man I loved this game! I can't believe I was so stressed before.

I looked up at the sky, it was a beautiful blue, the lasting smoke from the explosions lingered in the air.. and the white-ish red clouds really pulled it all together- although I knew the red was probably becuse of the lazers that would shoot people down after there visas expired...
but that's not my problem! I laughed and soaked in the moment. I honestly felt so relieved to sit down for a moment without having to worry about anything, if you told me when I first arrived at beach that in half a years time I would be enjoying the vew of the sky in a game I was playing with the blond.. I would have shot ya'!
But hell... I felt amazing right now.
and I continued to feel that way for a good hour...

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-still niragis pov-
(Time skip an hour after niragi arrived in the last room)

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"Where the FUCK is chishiya!? Were they making him solve worldwide problems? There's no way the questions are THAT hard for him, why isn't he here yet!?"

I said outloud, any peacefull feelings I had earlier were gone. The sky I was earlier enjoying was starting to fade into orange as the sun went down, and although it was pretty- it would be dark soon and I'm still stuck in a fucking maze!
I checked the time on my phone, it was 7:00pm... 3 hours until curfew.
If chishiya dosent show up soon I will personally bust through this fucking wall and drag him out by his precious hair!... he better be alright.

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-chishiyas pov-
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All around me was black, I couldn't understand why or how.
But I couldn't see, I couldn't move and the only thing I could hear was the violent and constant ringing in my ears...
This was.. all to familiar to me.
The darkness, the pain, the inability to move- the feeling of being to scared to move..
It was all rushing back to me.
The more I regained consciousness the more I could understand and feel what was happening. My heartbeat was irregular, and I was bleeding, but why? I'm not sure, but it hurt like fuck!

I slowly lift my head up to take a look at my surroundings... the once grass maze was now.. just grass, everything around me was destroyed, burnt or on fire, And I way lying on the ground. I was starting to remember... That screaming player, I guess I was right about her being in the room over from me because I got caught in her deaths explosion... so that's what the 'inconveniences other players may cause' ment...
I look down at the small pool of blood on the ground my head was lying on and my blood-stained clothes. It looked like It was sprayed on me. How long was I out for? How much blood did I lose?
I tried to get up and the world around me spins around... I guess that answers my question, alot of blood.

I attempted to get up again, ignoring how much everything was spinning and how much pain my entire body was in. From my arms, legs, chest and head, it all hurt so much!
I was bruised and bleeding and I hated it! It was way to familiar- I wanted to forget about that! Because I'm older now, and I can protect myself!
But right now I felt the same as I did when I was a helpless, scared child that didn't understand. I tried so hard to forget about all this- this feeling of helplessness and fear!
My eyes started to water as I started to remember, remembering all the bad things that happened to me. The memories were flooding in faster than my blood was flooding out....
right, I'm bleeding...

"Don't cry, chishiya. It won't help you"

I said to myself refusing to cry... now wasn't the time to be weak, I need finish this stupid game. Then I can take a well deserved shower... God I hated the feel of my own blood dripping down my face, but atleast it's my own blood. And yes, I 100% rather it be my own blood than a strangers, thinking about someone else's blood on me... how disgusting!

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I looked at the question displayed on the screen.

-ERROR-
the screen displayed in big red letters. Before the wall infront of me slowly started to open...
so now the game was taking pitty on me?.. how pathetic.

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-niragis pov-

I checked my phone again... 7:25
Where was this guy?
I wondered to myself, before I noticed the wall on chishiyas side start to slowly go up.

"Chishiya?"

I said outloud. The wall continued opening and eventually someone stepped into the room, it was Chishiya.
"What the hell took you so lon-...."
I was going to ask him why he took so long, but the amount of blood on him made me freeze. He looked like he got murdered and came back to life!
Chishiya stared back at me with his cold eyes, sending chills down my spine...his eyes didn't look.. like they normally did, as if now there was truly nothing behind his eyes. Just a cold empty void... a Soulless stare.

"C-Chishiya... are you ok?"
I asked him, although I wanted to ask what the fuck happened to him... I asked if he was OK.
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Not that he responded anyways. He just walked over to one of the red buttons and pointed at the other one.
"Go press it, I want to leave this maze"
He said. I didn't argue, I wanted to leave as well.

We both pushed the buttons and the screen lit up.

-congratulations, game cleared-

Me and chishiya both let out a sigh, we could finally go back to our room..

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Chapter 4!! I wonder what I'll come up with for chishiyas past, I want to keep niragis mostly the same though- with my own twist obviously. YEEEEAAQQQQ

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