All these years

A certain day

We are a family of six ,two boys and two girls my name is angel and I am the last child of this family .I was born with a-sliver spoon in mouth but due to the mistakes my parents made ,trusting the wrong people ,letting stranger into your house and making them comfortable can be the worst mistake someone can make in this life and I would advice you my readers don't make this same mistake because it can cost you your family bond and trust.
When I was in grade six I was bullied by my classmates because I was so slim you can compare me to a broom stick so the girls don't let me  association with them even when I had this crush on this guy I decided not to tell him because I was not proud of myself all I had was a pretty face and nothing else .
Things started going well for me in grade six ,the girls started opening up to me and we all became friends .After my graduation I entered junior high school .
That was when the main torture started they always insulted me because of the same reason and I always came back home crying but I never told anyone because coming back home was to meet them arguing about something and I didn't have the strength for that .
I always thought I was adopted because of the way I was treated like an outcast .
Going back to school was a different issue ,they would always make jest of me for my flat chest ,they would always hit my chest and be like "sorry we didn't know a board was here" then the whole class would erupt with laughter I would just smile and go to my sit they would call me all manner of names that I was not on their level .
But things started to change when we entered grade eight we all started to become friends but that did not stop the taunting .I would go to my mum room when she not around and wear her bra just to see how I looked ,weird right?
In grade nine I had a huge crush on this guy ,he was in grade ten I told my classmates about it and I think that was the worst decision I made ,they would use it to make fun of me in the class until the day I found out that they where helping him get with one girl in his class while ,I was here head over heels with him I felt so stupid for believing them I had to change school immediately.
I begged my parents to change me from that school and they said ok.

I came back home one day from school ,my parents just came back work twenty minutes after I came back and they where yelling again ,my neighbor could here them and they didn't even care I started crying because that was the only thing I could do and what my mum said next was shocking "you better clean that dirty tears of yours it's every time you cry" I was  shocked !I actually cleaned the tears and went back to my room ,my sister was trying to sort things while it ended up in them beating her up
My family is so fucked up that I wish somethings that we will all just die and go to hell because we all are sinners.
I didn't get to do my graduation because of somethings but I didn't mind I just erased it from the back of my mind . Then I made a very bad decision to go ever to my uncles place that was when I sat with the devil.

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