All these years

Worthless

That particular group of people you thought was going to be there for you ,love and cherish you ,but instead they broke you apart stomped on you and let a void in your heart .you don't have any emotion all you can do is pretend that everything is ok but you know that everything is not ok you know deep down that you cry every single day because you don't know how to let that emotion out.
Many people have different ways of showings how they feel some people shout and break things some people stay quiet and plan their revenge in the head yep that was angel she was always quiet because you can never know what was going on in her head and that was the best for her.
Angel once again went to her uncle's house but this time not willing her parents had to travel outside of the country .she didn't get to do her prom because of this event so she traveled to her uncle's place and that was when hell let loose .it was a disaster it was worst than what she experienced before.
As usual the first few months was ok she went to the cafe with her cousin ,since the both of them where through with high school it was fun just the both of them.
Until she traveled to start college so angel was left all alone .angel felt like a maid in her own uncles house all the work was passed down to her she was mental breaking down because of the kind of accusation that was put on her head .her younger cousins went to school they would not cook or do anything they left it all for angel to do and she had no choice than to do it .
Anything angel do was bad ,a mistake she was called all kinds of name.
A bad cook.
Lazy girl.
Demon.
Pretender.
A liar.
A cunning human being .
She was used to all of this name ,she was even accused of stealing some money ,not knowing that it was his son that stole it they said that she was going to fail her entrance exam ,nobody believed in her they always discourage her and always comparing with other kids it was hard !it made her feel worthless and she felt like a shame to them .everything about herself disgusted her she didn't have any new cloth no new shoe she felt like she was brought here to be used ?it was very hard for her very very hard .
She would always try her best but it was not noticed they even said she wants to go to college so that she can start doing prostitution her sister is a bad influence-they always found one thing to label her .
Before angel wrote her college exam ,she decided to learn art since she wanted to become an artist she didn't even complete it because that two months felt like twenty years to her ,she was not fed enough she always felt sleepy in the training room they don't give her transport fare ,she trekked going and coming back home ,she would cook for everybody before she went to work how was she supposed to learn with that hard work .
The people that supposed to supply material for her training where not answering because she didn't have a phone then so she had to use her uncles phone to communicate .they would always postpone her not know that they where sending money to her sibling and she was here suffering she turned black immediately she was light skinned and slim but due to the hard work she was black her parents thought she was doing good because of she's eating do they think eating is the only thing that matter ?any time her aunty went to the market to buy soap she bought for her daughter and hid it in her room while I was using something that was not good for my skin .I didn't wash my hair with shampoo it was with brown concoction but when her daughter wanted to wash her hair ,she went to the market and bought a big bottle of shampoo for them and when she heard that angel was leaving she bought a lot of thing for them .it was really painful to watch because she knew that if it where to be my parents ,they would treat us equally .
Angel always wondered what she did to deserve such suffering anything she did was not good enough her cousins and friends where not even helping there was even one time when he went to the place angel was working and started saying nonsense about angel ,that angel will know the time she is supposed to wake .she would not how would I go to work early when I have to do work and cook before I left the house .I couldn't take it anymore I had to complain to my parents that I want to leave this hell fire ,they said that I was going to travel and meet my grandparents where she was staying because that was also the college i applied for too(the area).
They gave me hope but they did not fulfill there promise that is something I should have been used to by now ,they always promise and fail I was not surprised when they totally forgot about our plan but thank God my sister came back home so I used that as an opportunity to come back home but I can never forget all the things they did to me the trauma I went through ,the hard ship I faced ,all because I was leaving with my dads brother ! it was a shame ,a really big shame that he was that wicked to me.
I swore never to step foot there unless it was important and we can never be that close like we used to be before ,never will I ever make such a mistake again!

Wow ,it's seems like the more the story is going the most she's losing trust to people😪 .how will poor angel cope will all this evil around her .
What do you guys think of her uncle?😒is he wicked or is angel making him look evil ?what about her parents what they did was it good ?why did they give her hope when it was useless at the time ?she trusted them again but they failed her like they always do !🌚
Leave you answer in the comments sections ,and yes please I need help for the cover anybody can help I would really appreciate it .
Xoxo☺️💕✨.