All these years

Hell on earth

You know ,when you live a particular place because you think it was bad for you and then you go to place that is way worst than where you where before .
Yea that was what happened to me .I went to my uncle's place thinking I would escaped all this drama not know I entered the movie itself .
I went to uncle's house where I thought I would find happiness,but I was mistaking was I?
My uncle has this little cafe down the street and business was going well . My cousins are alone two ,a boy and a girl his wife died a long time ago .I think that was what changed him, he became ruthless and most especially to me he would torture me and make me feel useless I thought all this was my fault because I was just strong ,but i was the victim here .My cousin where living their best life as they should so I decided to start school with them ,only if I knew ! It was like something came over me I was suddenly dumb,anything and everything I read flew out the window once it was time for me write an exam ,I was confused I thought maybe it was because I changed to a new  school ,so I was used to their ways right? I tried again the next term it was the same result then depression came in ,it hit me like a blow everybody turned their back on me ,I was left alone .then the insults started ,he would always say "I am just wasting money on your block head" he said,I cried all the time because this has never happened to me before and calling my parents was a big no!
I ran away one day to clear my hard and fighter out what was wrong with me.I went inside an abandon warehouse to sit and cry ,until I saw something unexpected two guys where their wearing a mask he was bleeding and his friend was crying I was so terrified,could my life get any worst running from home to meet another problem ,I tried escaping but my foolish identification card has to give me away ,it hit the pole and it was made of metal,I froze immediately,it was like me whole body was held down but nobody was holding me .it was fear it had hit me so hard that stopped in my movement instead I stumbled backwards and came face to face with them. They pointed their gun at me and started asking me question ."who are you ,who sent you,there are cameras on you right "the one that was bleeding said,I looked at him dumbfounded instead of him save his energy he was yelling.I started crying because that was all I could do .
They approached me hit me so hard on the head with their gun I fainted instantly,I actually wished I was dead ,maybe I would not go through all this suffering right?
When I woke up it very late the moon was up ,that was the first thing I saw ,I head banged so hard it affected my vision .immediately I stood up the next thing I felt was pain ,God it was intense I started crying .I touched the back of my head and saw blood, I was really terrified,I ran home without looking back when I got home the doors where locked .
Wait so they didn't care that I was missing nobody came to look for me?
I followed the other way and what I saw brought more tears to my eye ,they where dining without me ,they looked so happy and peaceful without me sitting there, I laughed ,I laughed really hard ,what was I expecting ,for them to look for me. I has such high hope for myself.
I slept near the well that night ,I was freezing to death but I was numb inside I always wished death would carry me right away.
Before I knew it morning came ,I stood up and when to door at that same time my brother walked into my uncles house ,immediately he saw me he started shouting and banging on the door ,my uncle came out with his pajamas on .
Immediately he saw me he was shocked ,my brother pushed me and went ahead to punch my uncle ,I didn't even try to stop him because he deserves every single one of them.
He deserves to die,I went inside and packed my bag I didn't even wait for brother ,I stole some money and fled back into my own house ,people gave me weird stare when they saw the blood on face,they did not dare to approach me because I had this evil look on my face.
I knocked on the gate and my mum was the one that opened it,her eye went wide with shock before she started crying. I moved past her and went inside ,everybody was asking me what happened but I didn't reply .
I got inside my room I faced my sister and I started crying she hugged me and consoled me,I needed that I washed my body and got my  wounds treated I slept the whole knowing that I was safe. Was I?

I cried while writing this chapter because I can feel the pain she went through how can you own family member be this cruel to you .she was just 13 years 😭😪💔.