Cant do it

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People always ask me why I am so quiet and why I can't open up to them . How would I when my trust has been broken by my own family ,what do you expect from me to confide in you,you must have thought highly of yourself. I can never and will never open up to someone because they would think I am crazy or mad something like that .
The kind of things I have seen and heard can never let me be the same again ,most of my age mate are living the life and not even worried ,because they have their whole planned out for them and they argue about stupid things .sometimes I look at them and wish they can just taste a bit of what it's like in my family they would know hell really exist.i have so many fantasy in my head but anytime I snap back to reality ?I figure out that it was all a dream.I have trust issue serious trust issue and I wish that I can trust people but I just can't it irritates just thinking about it .
I am so broken beyond repair my life is boring nothing interesting going .I am an introvert, I don't like going out because I have always been locked indoor to afraid to move because if my family can behave like this what about outsiders they would be worst? and my country is not a safe place to begin.
So I just can't ,I can't give this hatred away ,I can't open up to people i don't even know myself then what about you ?

This is touching guy I cried again while writing this 😭😪she went through a lot but will it get better will her situation make her strong or weak
Xoxo 😇💕

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