All these years

Trauma

When I came back I didn't tell my parents what happened to me but my brother told them ,and before I came back my parents had another fight .
My dad beat up my mum it was horrible !because I could see the bruises of his hand on her skin, he also tried killing my brother his own son ,how wicked could somebody be
My brother and my mum had to run to my aunties place for safety .

I came back home and I could breathe fresh air for some while ,nobody was watching me or calling me names .I know they said a lot of things behind my back but I don't fucking care .
I started a new school but I didn't want what happened to repeat so i started wearing bras to give myself confidence .I studied hard and took first position I made sure to rub it in his face and I was really happy when I did that .
I made new friends that liked me for me and did not insult me for my statues I felt really good ,but not for long .
They argued and fought but it was nothing that serious my sister went through depression and started smoking that was the only thing that could keep her sane I didn't blame her ,I understood why she did what she did .
My sister was offered admission to her school so she traveled with my eldest brother so i was with my parents and my brother the second born .
My dad has an evil spirit that possesses him, I think so because that is the only explanation I can give my dad has just been finding a way to argue with my brother but he did not give him
That chance .
I was already in grade 12 rounding up with my school stuff I came back home from school that day after our lesson ,I came back home by after seven my mum didn't open her mini mart because she fainted due to stress so she stayed back home to rest .I didn't know that they had already had a little argument in the morning while I was at school.
Immediately I came back I took my bathe warmed the food for me and brother to eat when my dad barged inside my room and started shouting my brother told him "see daddy I don't have the time for this argument are you not tired of fighting " he said ,and went inside his room as he was about to close his door my dad pushed it ,I stood up immediately because I knew what was going to happen next they were both dragging the door and I came and started shouting that they should stop only for me to see that my dad had pinned my brother under his leg I tried to stop him .I was screaming and shouting because my brother was not breathing only for the man I called my father to stand up and pushed me ,I fell really hard that I hit my whole body against the door and fell to the ground I was so shocked ,my mum rushed to me and raised me up then she started shouting at my dad look at what he has done he didn't even care and faced my brother once more.
I stood up and went outside to call for help which I did but my mum had already separated them .
I was so scared that I didn't even have the strength to shout ,I called my older brother to tell him what happened he said I should calm down because I was not talking well I was just rambling due to the tears trying to choke me.
I gave the phone to my mum and she started crying too .
My dad tried consoling me but I was scared of him so I backed out of his reach and shouted at him to leave me alone ,that was the first time I have ever raised my voice on him and it was not going to be the last time I was going to do so.

So many commotions and drama what do think about their dad and do you think angel is just being extra as the last child
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