All these years

Not /appreciated

You killing my vibes in which words cannot describe but I'll try I'll try.

There was nothing you would do that will ever make them appreciate you unless you come back with good results that was all.
There was this certain time when my dad cheated on my mum with one little slut ,but I can't blame her he approached her first ,he was the one that started it ,that started the relationship ,all the money that was supposed to be going to the family her would send it to the girl ,to show her that he was a wealthy man my dad even forgot to pay my school fee one time because of that girl if not because my mum pressured him only God that know what would have happen.
I was the first to find out that he was seeing some one because he was always making suspicious calls and due to because he was an illiterate ,he asked me one day to send a message for him I asked if the person was my mum ?he didn't reply and just told me to do as I was told .
I think he thought I was stupid not to notice anything ,but I did he would make huge amount of transfer to the girls account and think that nobody knew he even blamed my sister of stealing from him and he did that so that nobody will know that he sent money to someone ,my sister when to the bank to do statement of account and behold money was going to an unknown account he slapped her six times that day and kept on accusing her it was really painful to watch and the worst part is that my mum didn't do anything it was very painful to watch I saw the look of betrayal in her eye .
My brother smokes yes because of that same reason my sister do too .one certain day I came back from school with my parents and my dad said that he is smell weed in my room and to be sincere my brother didn't smoke that day and why would it be smelling in my room ?my dad said that it was my brother ,my brother told him that he wasn't the one ,that he didn't have time for this stuff my dad started shouting and saying that my brother is the one ,that he should stop lying ,he should accept it ,about to hit my brother my brother dropped the bomb"who is Trisha "he stopped mid way and looked at my mum, my brother just asked my mum to ask her so loyal husband who Trisha is with that he left the room.
My mum followed my brother to his room and locked his door ,my dad tiptoed and tried listening.I asked him what he was doing and he said nothing while he went back I just laughed because I knew what was going on my mum didn't sleep in their room that night .she slept in my room and she cried that night because I heard her I was really happy because he had been exposed the next day when I went to school ,the girl called my brother and told him to meet up with her and told him about my dad .that he said he was going to marry her and give her a good life (if they had left that man he would bring a second wife not under my watch ,I would have made her life a living hell) that she even introduced him to her mother she has evidence and video if he don't pay such amount .it was really annoying how some petty idiot think she can outsmart me ,not a chance .
My mum was really down ,think about her life she didn't go to work for some few days because of the news.until one certain day she couldn't take it anymore and yelled at my dad and asked what she had done wrong to deserve such punishment she was really angry then he started blaming everything on my brother that he eats to spoil his marriage.
I was really angry that night, I shouted at my father and gave it to him how I felt at that moment ,I told him that he was monster and a disgrace as father he just looked at me and started laughing ,we packed our bag that day and slept in an hotel I didn't go to school for two days due to what had occurred It was a really bad week but after everything my uncle and aunty came and they resolved everything I don't know for them ,but for me I can never and will never forget how I was hurt that day and wondered why they have not divorced yet because I think they are still together because of us the children .I don't know for the others but i don't give a fuck about anybody and what they think.

Wow angel is getting more tough as she passes through all this pain and emotions  .
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