Channel it all

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I would take a bullet for you just to prove my love
Only to find out you are the one holding the gun
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Anger ,depression,hatred,void,self hating .
Is all angel felt even till now ,she wished could just channel it all .she used to cry and think a lot ,but she found a way to channel it all she wrote it all down into a book she found peace after she let it all out into a piece of writing, then she burned it up like as if she was burning all her feelings away ,it was refreshing to do so than bottling it all up and crying or self harming herself, that was how she found her way out but not completely .she still felt that pain deep down ,at least she was able to breathe with this new method she learnt .
I would not say she was happy but she could take it all and pour it out onto the book like it was the cause of her pain then she burned it like she is burning up everything that caused her pain ,everything that made her broken,everything that turned her into this vulnerable being that she is.
Now she can stand and breath well.
Everything  that happened to her is making her strong . She learnt not to trust easily, she became ruthless and didn't care for anybody  except herself. That was how it was supposed to be!


Dundundun angel is getting tougher 🥲
What do you guys think ?
tell me what I should add.

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