Ðêvïl§ Ðêår [Howdy x Wally story]

Ch: 16

[howdy's p.o.v- 3 weeks of Wally and howdy dating]

I was wondering the church, i was bored out of my mind. It was late at night. The moon shined as a few stars formed in its nightly glow, I never thought I would be together with..well. Wally. I would have never thought he'd love me. But I am..glad he told me. I entered The nave and sat down on one of the long benches. I looked down at the rosary I had around my neck and lifted it. Feeling the beads under my fingertips as I stared at the burn marks. What did he do to my rosary?..Maybe I can ask wally in the morning.

I didn't know why I was still awake. I was thinking about things to much, a few thoughts roamed my mind.

What do I do if wally decided to kill me once and for all?

Am I really good enough for him?.

What if he decided that he doesn't need me anymore.

He has been nothing but loving to me, quiet most of the time but very loving. I have also been gifted some free time, by him doing my job for me. And I have nothing I return for him..

I sighed and looked at the ground, lowering the rosary back onto my chest. My eyebrows lifted as I felt something drip down my face, I raised my hand and touched it. I looked at my finger and saw it was clear 

Why am I crying?..then more started to come down, I tried to hold back as many as I can but it all started to release. I sighed and put my face in my hands, Trying to not make my crying echo through the church.

Then I heard footsteps, who was up this late at night?..

"Howdy?"

I looked to my side and gotten a bit startled.  Wally sitting beside me. I put a hand on my chest as I exhaled through my nose "Wally..you scared me." I said "sorry." He said, "what are you doing up?" I asked as I completely forgotten about my tears, "I can ask you the same." He said, "sorry..I couldn't sleep-" "why are you crying." He asked. "Oh..uhm" I said wiping my eyes, "nothing.." I replied, "that's a lie. I can sense your sad. What is The matter." He said, "Wally..you'd tell me if..if you didn't need me anymore right?.." I said, getting straight into the point, I didn't want to make him irritated by lying.

Wally looked at me a bit surprised, "why would you ever say that?.." he asked, "sorry. I didn't mean to make you mad, I-" "I am not mad, but. Why would you say that? Do you think I don't need you anymore." He said, I felt my body stiffen. Do I really think he didn't need me anymore?..

"I'm sorry" I sighed as I put my hands into a ball and looked away from him, "it's just...I have been..never mind" I said, "tell me." He said as he touched my arm. "Do you really wanna know?.." I asked, "Of course" he said softly. I didn't look at him anymore, I didn't want to cry again

"I have been told that I was never needed." I said, Wally was silent, "I have been told by..an old partner..." I finally admitted, "and....I-.." I couldn't speak unless I wanted tears to fall from my eyes. Wally then touched my head, he closed his eyes and held my hand. What was he doing?..

[WALLYS P.O.V- surprise!]

I glided into his thoughts and memories as I can tell he couldn't speak unless he wanted to cry. Then I passed one that he was thinking of.

I then saw howdy clearly. I was in the corner. As if I was there. Then I noticed he was fighting with another man.

"Howdy can't you do something good once in your life?!" The man roared at howdy. "Can you stop yelling at me please Adrien!" Howdy pleaded, "no! I am done with this bullshit howdy! You seem to always do the things I ask you Not to do, like I asked you not to talk to that girl again, and what do you do?" He said, "I can talk to whoever I want, you are not a person who controls me!" He said, "SHUT IT, YOU STUPID INSECT!" the man said, "I am leaving." He said, howdy looked at him angrily, "go. I don't care" howdy said, "you know what howdy" the man said walking to him, "I never needed you. I always never needed you. Your parents didn't need you. Your siblings didn't need you. And now I don't need you." The man said to howdy. "You will always never be needed howdy. ALWAYS." The man said before pushing howdy and walking out of the church.

Howdy stood there. In silence, he then locked the churches doors, I watched as howdy leaned on the doors, face straight but filled with so much sorrow, I didn't know what I was feeling. But damnit it hurt me to see howdy like this.

[Howdys p.o.v]

He removed his hands and he opened his eyes, "Wally?.." I said, he looked angry. Oh god I knew he was going to get mad at me, "Wally I didn't mean to make you mad I am so-" he stopped me by giving me a hug. I was a bit stunned, he hasn't given me a Hug in a couple of days. "...howdy." He said as he nuzzled in my neck. "I will never leave you." He said, I felt tears rush down my face as he said that. I didn't know what to say. I felt so bad, even if he was a demon. He deserves someone way better than me. I guess he could sense I was feeling guilty, he grabbed my hand and held it. His other arm wrapped around my neck.