Hanahaki disease AUs || Oneshots

2.2 - Loid x f!reader - So you're leaving me behind?

Done with your break already? U good? Are we ready to go again? Alrighty let's get back to it now :D

Twilight looked at me, shock written all over his face.
'How could you.' He stepped towards me and I pointed my gun at his chest.
'Take another step and you'll join them,' I told him, deadpanned. He looked at me, tears brimming in the corners of his eyes.
'Why,' he cried out, 'why did you do it?!' He trembled as I scoffed.
'Oh, Twilight... You're oddly naïve for such a great spy.' I suddenly pointed my gun down and shot Twilight in his upper leg. He dropped to his knees, holding his hands around the wound. He groaned in pain as he clutched onto his leg. I laughed at him. He looked up, his face painted with betrayal and rage.
'Do it. You've killed my wife and my child, so finish it. Come on, do it!' he yelled at me. I kneeled in front of him.
'First I'm going to tell you exactly why I'm okay with this. Pleased, even.'

I pushed his chin up with my index finger, forcing Twilight to look me in the eyes.
'Don't you remember all the missions we went on?' Loid asked me. I scoffed.
'You don't realise shit do you? Who am I kidding, why would you?' Loid looked at me with a questioning look. I just continued, slowly building up my rage.
'You never realised, never noticed, how much I cared for you. You only ever cared about your mission, or so I thought. How many times have we acted as a couple for you to succeed your mission? I've lost count. Did you ever even look at me like I meant anything to you? Never. And now, your wife is played by some woman who doesn't even play her role well and you fall head over heels! Why have you never looked at me that way?' I got up and yelled at him, letting out everything I had been stuck with all this time.

'Twilight, didn't you hear me when you told me about her? Didn't you hear me? "I've always cared for you. And now you choose everything over me?", didn't you hear me say that right to your face? You never answered that question with words, but your actions were loud and clear.'

'Y/n, I didn't know, I swear-'
'Sure,' I interrupter, '"The great Twilight" didn't know how I looked at him every time he held her hand like he never had held mine? "The great Twilight" didn't know how my soul broke little by little every time he laid eyes on her and treated me like waste? "The great Twilight" didn't ever realise his lifelong mission partner might have gotten attached to him? Like she might care about him? How is that possible?' I spat at him, tears now brimming at my eyes. Twilight flinched slightly seeing the water pool up. Angry criers are rulers of the purest rage, so the realisation dawned. The realisation I was going to ruin him. It took all my power not to attack him right then and there. I wasn't done yet, I wasn't about to let him die with any peace left in him. He was going to die a guilty man. I tore apart his mind by tormenting him with everything that had tormented me for so long, while he never noticed.

'When they send me the mission to kill you, I didn't want to do it at first. You may be an asshole, but you're the asshole I grew up with, after all,' I smiled softly.
'But as time passed, I realised you never saw me as anything more than a co-spy. Nothing more than your assistant,' I spat, 'than some stupid woman you could throw away if I blocked your mission once. They noticed, too. Your solitude makes you dangerous.'
'I could say the same about you, you love your solitude too,' Twilight retorted.
'I learned to love my space since you forced me to, Twilight! This is exactly what I'm talking about, you just don't understand!' I was full-on crying now, angry tears running down my cheeks at a fast pace.
'Do you even realise you're ruining the mission?!' Loid yelled at me. I scoffed.
'The mission?' I laughed at him, wiping a stray tear away.
'As if there ever was a mission. They set you up, so I could clear you out of the way.'

'We could make memories together! We can have good times, I promise! I'm sorry! I didn't mean to make you this way, I didn't want you to turn on me!' Twilight yelled frantically.
'YOU are the only one to blame here!' I screamed back. I pulled a knife out of my boot, lifting my arm shakily. Twilight looked at me, his face frozen in a state of terror. My arm crept closer to him, the knife shaking in my hand. I tightened my grip on the weapon as I inched towards the spy. He was still clutching the wound in his leg, looking at me like a deer in headlights.
'I'm not crazy,' I mumbled, 'I'm not insane,' I lifted Twilight's chin, 'I. Am. Not. Crazy.'

My knife quickly slashed open Twilights throat, blood gushing onto his clothes at a fast pace. My clothes had red spots everywhere, and the hand in which I'd held Twilight's face was fully covered in blood. I smiled. I snickered. I laughed. My laugh echoed back at me through the apartment, bouncing off the walls to flow back into my ears. The sound covered Twilight's gasping as I threw my head back I laughed and laughed and laughed. I'd expected to feel guilt, sadness, grief. But this was something else. I felt... relief. I felt a burden roll off my shoulder, I finally felt freedom, I felt the stars and the moon circle around, I felt the wind and the oceans, I felt the trees and the dirt. I felt alive.

I felt alive at last. And all Twilight had to do for it, was die.

Fin.

(No offense to Yor, Y/n just really needed to be angry af lol) (Also I swear if any h0rny motherfucker read "I didn't want you to turn on me" as "I didn't want you to turn me on" I am going to hit a wall. With my fist. Or head. Or both. Probably both.)

Next chapter it won't be the reader who has Hanahaki so look out for the notification o.o

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