Hanahaki disease AUs || Oneshots

2 - Loid x f!reader - So you're leaving me behind?

Hellooo 2nd chapter :D Loid🛐🛐
Anygay I love writing angst lol
‼️‼️I have only watched a couple of episodes, so it is completely possible they're all a bit OOC. Also, since it's an AU, I don't follow the actual storyline
Once again 1st person because I have special plans for this chapter
I gave you the codename Dusk because Loid has Twilight so y'all match, plus I'm N1ght so I didn't wanna do just my alias lol (and I do know Nightfall is already used in the series, I saw that on the fandom Wiki). And I put several quotes at the beginning, because my writing was on absolute FIRE the day I was finishing up the story. It's written over the course of several days/weeks (Because I have a life outside of all this, school and training and stuff) so my writing style does differ between parts of the story, sometimes even between just two lines. Apologies :) It also doesn't help this beauty ended up being over 4k words lol

Important! The reader will have some sort of power to block mind reading, so Anya can't look in your thoughts. Why did I choose this? Plot hole patching and convenience.

Purple Hyacinth: Sorrow; Please forgive me
Yellow Hyacinth: Jealousy

Characters:
-Loid Forger/Twilight, adult man (Spy × Family)
-Reader, adult woman (sorry other readers, you'll get many chapters in the future! Or go request one and get it ASAP!)
-Other Spy × Family characters

Genre: Angst mixed with fluff (mostly angst though)

Not requested! I am a simp

Warnings:
Blood
Choking
Crying
Death
Gore
Guns
Surgery (only mentions)
Swearing
Venting
Violence
Weapons

"I have always cared for you. And now you choose everything over me? "
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"Angry criers are rulers of the purest rage, so the realisation dawned. The realisation I was going to ruin him."
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"Your solitude makes you dangerous."

1st person's POV (Loid)

I stepped into the living room as Anya jumped onto the couch.
 'Anya, shoes off first,' I told her. At hearing my voice Yor popped her head around the corner. She smiled, walking towards us and picking up Anya.
 'Hi Loid, hello Anya,' she laughed. I heard some sounds coming from deeper down the hall of the apartment. Probably just Y/n rummaging through her gear, I thought. Y/n was one of my colleagues, her codename is Dusk. Lately I found her acting a little weird, I don't trust whatever she's up to. Maybe she got another mission, I'm not sure. I have my own mission, but since her mission is near the city we're in, she was staying with us. We covered it as her being a friend of mine who was willing to help nanny Anya. Sometimes, she has several missions at once, so maybe she's just stressed about planning everything out. 

Anyway, after taking off my shoes and putting up my coat I sat down on the couch. Yor had helped Anya and was now putting the peanuts we'd just bought in a wooden bowl.
 'But mama, why do they need to go in a bowl? Anya can eat them just how they are!' I heard Anya whine. Yor chuckled.
 'Because you'll get dirty hands,' she told Anya. She put the bag in the trash and gave the bowl to Anya. Then she sat down next to me, Anya flopping down on the floor. We sat in comfortable silence for a little while, until we heard a bang coming from Y/n's room. We both jumped up at the sound and ran towards the source of the sound.
 'Anya, hide here, we'll be right back!' Yor yelled.
 'Papa, mama, be careful!' Anya yelled back, ducking behind the couch with her bowl of peanuts. We arrived at the room, just to find Y/n running outside, coughing loudly. I didn't see any smoke though, why was she coughing? And what was that loud bang? She saw us, ready to fight, and immediately started apologising and trying to hold back her coughs.
 'I'm so sorry, I didn't mean for that to happen! I was trying to fix some uh...' she stammered, knowing she wasn't supposed to tell Yor about us being spies. I jumped in to help her.
 'Oh, your mom's old radio! Don't worry about it.' I knew she kept her mother's radio in her room, as a little memorial. Y/n slightly blushed.
 'Yeah, thank you,' she said while looking down and once again apologising for the disturbance. Yor smiled and jogged to the living room to tell Anya nothing dangerous was happening.
 'Y/n, I've told you to be more careful when fixing your weapons!' I whisper-yelled, bringing my face closer to hers. She blushed bright red.
 'I know, Loid, but I was just trying to-'
 'No buts,' I interrupted her, 'you could blow our cover! You're bringing all of us in danger with your rash decisions!' I scolded. She was now red, not from blushing, but from anger.
 'I'm just trying to keep us safe! If it wasn't for my built-in shield you would be very dead right now, remember! You could be at least a little bit thankful!' She turned around and slammed the door shut. I sighed and walked back to the living room. Something is up with her...