JiHan | One-shot ( book I )

Sorry

Jeonghan and Joshua have been a couple for the best part of a year now, but no one knows about it except the two of them. The elder doesn't want anyone to know and Joshua has to accept this, even though it annoys him and he remains silent.

At the moment, the two boys are sitting quietly in the older boy's apartment, Joshua preparing food while watching his eldest talking to someone on the phone.

The latter smiles and laughs repeatedly, which breaks the American's heart, as he no longer pays attention to where he puts his hands. It's because of this lack of attention that Joshua ends up putting one of his hands on the hotplate.

The black-haired man holds back a cry so as not to alarm Jeonghan and puts his hand under the cold water, while the elder stops his call and finally concentrates on his boyfriend, quickly realizing that something is wrong so he approaches him.

" Shuji, what's going on ? "

" I got burned, nothing too serious don't worry."

" What do you mean, nothing serious ? "

Jeonghan being worried for his boyfriend comes straight to his side and cuts off the water in order to take Joshua's hand in his own, he blows lightly on the redness and looks sadly at his lover.

" Don't look at me like that, it's nothing I told you."

" Shuji. It's my fault, isn't it ? I'm sorry."

" How do you know it's your fault ? You were on the phone with I don't know who and..."

Joshua doesn't have time to finish his sentence as Jeonghan places his lips against his and slides his tongue into his mouth to explore his oral cavity.

Joshua is surprised - it's been an extremely long time since Jeonghan kissed him like this, with such desire and passion.

The blond descends his hands to his ass and starts squeezing it, the younger man moans softly and lets himself be done until Jeonghan stops.

" Sorry, sorry for being a bad boyfriend Shuji. "

"You..."

" Let me talk, I'm sorry for doing things wrong, I never show you how important you are to me and I'm sorry. You must really think I'm not serious about you, that I don't feel anything for you and that I'm playing with you. "

" Jeonghan..."

" The truth is, Shuji, I've never felt this way about anyone before and it scares me. I'm afraid I'll do the wrong thing when you're the best boyfriend in the world. "

" Hannie..."

" I wanted us to keep this relationship a secret because I was afraid you'd be ashamed of having me. That people would judge our relationship because we're too different and we..."

This time it's Jeonghan who can't go any further with his explanations because Joshua comes to kiss him, this kiss is soft compared to the other one nevertheless it's very pleasant,

Joshua runs his hands through Jeonghan's hair while Jeonghan places his hands on the American's hips.

After this exchange, Joshua pulls back gently and presses his forehead against Jeonghan's.

" I didn't think you were so uncertain about yourself. You know, Hannie, I'm not asking you to do much. Just be yourself, because I've fallen in love with you for who you are. Don't try to change you're perfect the way you are."

" Shuji, I'm so sorry, so very sorry for my horrible actions towards you. All the tenderness and love you give me is good for me. I can't live without you, I need you. "