JiHan | One-shot ( book I )

Advice

Jeonghan likes a girl at his school and asks his best friend Joshua for advice on dating her.

Joshua helps him without hesitation, honestly he couldn't refuse Jeonghan anything because he secretly loves him, but he doesn't dare tell his eldest because he's told him several times that he's straight, the proof being that he's always been attracted only to girls and when the time comes he wants to be in a relationship with a girl too.

The American is in the corridors of his establishment with sheets of paper, fluorescent pens and pencils in hand, marking on one of his sheets the advice that works best and highlighting the most effective.

He looks out of the corner of his eye at the young girl who attracts Jeonghan and makes a number of notes, until he hears a small voice sounding just behind him. When the American turns around, he sees that it's a young girl handing him a letter.

" I'm sorry, but I can't accept this. I'm sure you'll find someone who'll love you someday."

" Joshua oppa, this isn't coming from me but from the girl you keep looking at. Even though you're very attractive I already have a boyfriend."

" Oh, excuse me. Long live to your relationship. "

" Thank you Joshua and take this letter it will help you get into a relationship with her."

" I have no desire to be in a relationship with her, I'm just trying to get some information on her for a friend of mine who is interested in her."

The girl smiles and nods, then suddenly two arms come around Joshua's waist. The American knows exactly who they are, because he's the only one to do this.

He makes Jeonghan let go of him and turns to him, hands him his underlined and highlighted advice sheet and smiles gently, the girl who was still there ends up putting the letter in Joshua's hands and walking away.

Jeonghan looks at this and smiles softly, putting a hand on his friend's shoulder and whispering in his ear.

" You've got a nice touch, she's really beautiful."

" Jeonghan, I'm gay. I've told you that many times."

Joshua rolls his eyes and pushes Jeonghan away slightly, but ends up reading the piece of paper in his hand anyway, and the older of the two also reads over his friend's shoulder.

[ Shua oppa, I'm interested in you too, if it's okay with you let's have a drink at my place after school ? ]

Jeonghan smiles wryly.

" You really have a great opportunity to lose your virginity."

" Stop it seriously, I like dick shit. What don't you understand about that ? "

Jeonghan is surprised by Joshua's tone. Never before had his friend spoken to him like that, coldly, nastily and with such a dark, gloomy look in his eyes, he knows he's fucked up now and he's a bit pissed off.

Just as he was about to take his youngest in his arms, the latter preferred to leave for Seungcheol. For some reason, Jeonghan doesn't like the chemistry between the two men. He's extremely possessive of Joshua because he's his best friend and the only person in his life.

Suddenly, a young girl approaches Jeonghan. The boy might be happy because it's the girl he's interested in, but for the moment he has only one image in his mind: that of Joshua flirting and laughing with Seungcheol.

" Jeonghan oppa ? "

" Oh sorry did you talk to me ? I'm so sorry."

" Do you know if Shua oppa is going to want to go home with me after school or not ? "

" He told me he wouldn't, sorry. He's too busy with Seungcheol."

Jeonghan's voice has gone cold without him even understanding why, he can't even understand himself anymore and he knows he needs advice but this time not from Joshua but from his cousin for example.

He knows exactly where to find him, and he's right to think that way, because he's right there, drawing in his notebook and interested only in his art.

" Chan ~ I need some advice."

" Hello to you too hyung, come here, I'll give you the best advice I can."

" How did you figure out that you liked men and in particular Seungcheol ? "

Chan starts to blush, he stops drawing takes a sip of water from his water bottle before calming himself inwardly and turning to his elder.

The latter looks at him deeply to indicate that he's really sincere in his request and that he's not joking.

" Um, let's just say I like being close to him, going a day without seeing him makes me sad, his skin against mine makes my heart capsize, his warm breath against my neck makes me lose my mind and seeing him extremely close to your best friend makes me feel extremely bad. It's called jealousy. "

Jeonghan starts to think, then finally realizes that for all these months he's been feeling this way about Joshua, it's true that being far from him makes him feel bad, not hugging him makes him sad, and now he's extremely jealous of the closeness between Joshua and Seungcheol.

The boy feels horribly stupid, he's forced himself to think that only girls could attract him, but what about Joshua ? The young man is extremely handsome, with perfect features and an indescribable character, he's idyllic and dreamy.

The young man thanks his cousin and leaves the room. Once outside, he looks for his younger and quickly finds him, coming straight to Joshua's side, grabbing his wrist and dragging him off to a quieter corner.

Joshua finds himself with his back pressed up against a tree, Jeonghan standing right in front of him, staring at him coldly. The American blinks a few times, then is completely shocked to feel Jeonghan's lips on his.

Surprised though he is, he returns Jeonghan's kiss by placing his hands in his elder's hair. Jeonghan places his hands on his younger son's back and accentuates the exchange by adding his tongue to Joshua's oral cavity. Joshua moans softly, especially when he feels Jeonghan sucking on his tongue.

After this exquisite exchange, Jeonghan steps back and places his forehead against Joshua's.

" I don't understand anything."

" Thanks to Chan's advice I understood that I had feelings for you and since you responded to my kiss I know you have feelings for me too. "

" It's been so long since I've had feelings for you Hannie-ya. "

" I can finally give them back to you Shuji-ya. "

Joshua smiles and blushes softly, Jeonghan smiles delicately he's definitely happy to have had some good advice to help him understand who he really loves. Now that everything is clear in his mind, he knows he wants to end his life with Joshua.

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