JiHan | One-shot ( book I )

Shhh

Joshua is a big fan of the band Seventeen, and since he's been relying solely on them for the past few years and is happy only because of them, he had to go to their concert today.

His family doesn't want him to make such a long trip just for that, it's ridiculous, obviously for them it's just one band among many, but they don't know that this band saved Joshua's life and continues to do so. The American knows full well that without them, his life is meaningless, so it's natural for him to go and see his saviors.

Without informing his family, he gets on a plane and flees to South Korea. The flight went very smoothly and the young man arrived in the country he wanted.

The American searches for the concert venue and finds it just in time. The young man goes inside and gets his ticket to take his seat.

As the concert begins and the artists take to the stage, Joshua's heart begins to beat faster and a smile settles on his lips, he's never been happier in his life, just as the first music is about to start he feels his cell phone vibrate, he looks and sees that it's a call from his mother, he ignores it completely and decides to turn off his cell phone.

The music continues and finally the first break arrives, Joshua decides to go out and turn his screen back on, that's when he sees that his whole family hasn't stopped sending him messages, Joshua sighs and ends up answering his mother.

Joshua sighs and ends up replying to his mother, who is very upset and yells at her son. Joshua finally hangs up with tears in his eyes and re-enters the room.

The members of Seventeen return to the sub-unit and it's the vocals that start and they go《 Hug 》the tears that Joshua was holding back start to run down his cheekbone, he has so much trouble breathing that he decides to leave for a few moments.

Once outside the room, he decides to stay by an open window, then after some darker reflections than the others, Joshua passes his legs behind the security and sighs once more.

" Don't ! Don't do that ! "

Then he feels himself being brought back to the right side, he lands in someone's arms and Joshua realizes it's one of the members : Vernon

" Ah what were you thinking doing that ? "

" Let me die."

" You speak English ? That's good because so do I."

" Let me die really, I've got nothing left to live for I've achieved the one and only goal that kept me alive. "

" You seriously think I'm going to let you die like that ? "

" We don't know each other so yes."

" Hey you're human and every human being has the right to life."

" I've lived too long, I can't take it anymore."

Vernon rubs Joshua's back as he continues to cry, then a voice echoes.

" Vernon, we've got to get back on stage." Says the leader

" Yes, S.Coups is right, go back on stage."

" Do you seriously think I'm going to let you go ? You're coming with me, the members will be watching you I don't trust."

Joshua swallows, he looks towards the window but the youngest doesn't let him keep thinking about it, he drags him into the break room and asks the remaining members to stay with him, Jeonghan is the first to come to Joshua.

Without a second's hesitation, he takes the youngest in his arms and lets him cry his eyes out.

" Jeonghan, I don't want to live anymore, I assure you I've done everything I could to fight, but I can't anymore."